把不好的留下，2015我是进击的阿眉！

  好啦，今天是2014年的最后一天了，剩下几个小时让我来总结一下今年的壮举呢！老实说，一时之间要我点出我今年来所做过的事情，真的不容易，我年事已高，记忆只有7秒！哈哈哈。

OK，首先我要感谢今年搀扶我、爱我疼我甚至是伤害我的人，没有你们，我是不会成长，也不会慢慢地学习站起来，学会面对这个残酷的现实，不再活在梦幻里，是我今年学习到的最大道理，人因梦而美，而精彩，但是过多的梦境会让你活在现实更加受伤。

还有呢，要感谢预言我2014的人，因为你们的忠告，我更加小心谨慎。

今年上半段可说是活得糊里糊涂，乱死了，下半年总算是梦醒时分，我学会积极，学会自我增值，学会更加以现实角度去衡量我的未来，感谢每一个启发我的你们。

我觉得自己在新的一年，可以更加认真生活，学习感恩，减少抱怨还有负能量。感谢下半年的我，将正能量找回来，我才能过得充实，快乐。

其实2014真的让我学会很多大小事情，如果用一个字去形容我的这一年，我会选择“满”，接下来我也会希望2015也是“满”，让我整个人更加圆满，开心，快乐。

时间匆匆，我不想浪费接下来的每一年，好吧！王静眉！你要加油啊！明年你会更好的！要成为更好的人呢，爱你 

-来当厨子呗-

今日有我的美食篇哟哟哟~话说这个月下来，自从认清了想要开餐饮店的目标后，我又重新玩起了厨子的把戏。原本我要把标题改当“厨娘”的，可是觉得有点恶心就用了厨子，那木那木可爱的名称。哈哈。那天我看见迷迭香，我想，我能不能找盆迷迭香来栽种？可是齁，我这里根本就找不到这等植物，好灰心呀。

于是乎，我还是跑到了超市买干的迷迭香，然后弄了个柠檬迷迭香烤鸡来吃。话说，烤鸡前要把鸡肉稍微煎香才能把肉汁锁住，然后推进烤箱里面中火慢烤，慢慢烤熟，出来的肉质才能外向内嫩呢！

图中的鸡肉看起来好像还没熟，但我告诉你，里面超级嫩，肉汁都还会滴出来呢！搭配Butter head沙拉菜，清爽无比呢。

黑呀，接下来我又买了1公斤的黑巧克力回家，然后第一次做了个心太软，没想到成果比预期的好呢！由于没有找到那个陶瓷容器来弄，只能浪费资源一下我用被子蛋糕的纸杯子来弄呢，没想到还能倒出来。（原本想到就直接挖来吃好了）

你看看，这个黑黑的巧克力是不是看起来很可口呢？食谱也有稍微改良过，我将糖分减少70%，这样成品吃起来就有浓厚的巧克力香，而且甜味全都来自黑巧克力，少了一份死甜。看着浓浓的巧克力浆缓缓流出来，然后勺起一口吃下去，告诉你，幸福指数简直是爆表！我简直快要飞上天啊哈哈哈。（我是巧克力爱好者，我也很爱起司）

然后某一天，我又皮在痒，做了一个台式蛋饼做早餐。话说我跟着教学做的是失败了，之前有用粉铺底，然后才淋上蛋浆，可是失败变成有点恶心的“蛤仔煎”，哈哈哈。之后我决定采用全蛋的方式做好蛋皮，然后内馅有蕃茄肉酱、紫包菜以及生菜，营养均衡哦。

过了几天又到冬至啦，我做了一堆芋圆还有番薯圆给我爸拜拜。第一次做，结果挑了个不美的芋头，结果影响了口感。各位，下次你们做芋圆，记得选一个又香又粉的芋头哦！其实这个甜品不难做，就看看各位有没有心去做啦。

煮好后，一颗一颗亮晶晶。由于我想要甜汤可以和多一点，所以我的甜汤不会放太多糖调味，我利用较浓的黄糖水浸泡这些亮晶晶的芋圆还有番薯圆隔夜，第二天搞了桂圆姜母茶的甜汤来搭配。绝！

冷冷天天气来碗桂圆姜母茶芋圆，幸福呢！

-轻松一下- 来看看最近的好歌推荐

我只能说，这个12月好冷。这里跑那里爬我好不容易熬过了半个水灾的季节，现在休假啦！气象局说有24度，但我觉得应该只有20度。冷死了！话说回来，年尾真的就是天王天后发专辑的时候，来，咱们看看有谁咧？

先说说我偶像吧，林俊杰。《新地球》发行日是12月27日，我在等待看谁会送我这个礼物。（基本上是不可能的咯）

来看看曲目吧：

1.回(Flashback)

词： 曲：林俊杰

2.新地球(Brave New World)

词：林秋离 曲：林俊杰

3.水仙( The Gardens)

词：王雅君 曲：林俊杰

4.浪漫血液/(The Romantic)

词：姚若龙 曲：林俊杰

5.黑键( Black Keys)

词：五月天阿信 曲：林俊杰

6.手心的蔷薇(Beautiful)（feat.G.E.M.邓紫棋）

词： 曲：林俊杰

7.可惜没如果(If Only…)

词：林夕 曲：林俊杰

8. I Am Alive（feat.Jason Mraz杰森·玛耶兹）

词： 曲：林俊杰

9.爱的鼓励(Woo)

词：吴青峰 曲：林俊杰

10.茉莉雨(Raindrops)

词：方文山 曲：林俊杰

11.生生(The Beacon)

词： 曲：林俊杰

12.Lamando（中国凌渡广告曲/仅内地版收录）

词： 曲：林俊杰

第二首蛮喜欢的一首歌就是杨丞琳的《其实我们值得幸福》。喜欢这首歌是因为它的意义非凡，每一个人当然就值得幸福，就看你用什么心态去面对嘛。老实说，早期她的作品我是没有好感，以前《恶魔在身边》这部偶像剧正夯的时候，我超不喜欢《暧昧》这首歌，每回一听就会毛骨悚然，不是好听到起鸡皮疙瘩那种哦~但是在冷冷的12月听到这首歌，是很温暖的，希望你们喜欢啦~

《双丞戏》曲目：

1.點水

2.我想愛

3.失憶的金魚

4.掛失的青春

5.下個轉彎是你嗎

6.差一個擁抱

7.其實我們值得幸褔

8.喜劇收場

9.怕

10.懂得自己

再来，就是本人觉得旧歌比较好听的周董。话说我真的不太会欣赏他新式的才华，还是喜欢旧歌，但是他很多新的抒情歌曲，仔细去听后还是不错的。听好哦，本人只推荐抒情歌。这张专辑的《你算什么男人》刚开始听的时候，会觉得为何这么像醉汉唱歌呢？可是当我看到MV是林依晨的时候，我抱着看女王的心情去看咯，之后就有中毒的现象，我很快就会唱这首歌鸟~

来，专辑曲目如下：

1.阳明山 

2.窃爱 

3.算什么男人 

4.天涯过客

5.怎么了（FT.袁咏琳）

6.一口气全念对 

7.我要夏天（FT.杨瑞代） 

8.手写的从前 

9.鞋子特大号 

10.听爸爸的话 

11.美人鱼 

12.听见下雨的声音

最后呢，就是百变天后蔡依林，不能否认这女子的歌艺从以前到现在不停地在进步，只是我一直没有什么去留意或者是留心听她的歌，但是这一首歌第一次听的时候就已经Catch到我了。

《呸》曲目：

1.第二性（Gentlewomen）

2.Play 我呸（Play）

3.美杜莎（Medusa）

4.唇語（Lip Reading）

5.I'm Not Yours（feat.安室奈美惠 Namie Amuro）

6.自愛自受（I Love, I Embrace）

7.Miss Trouble

8.電話皇后（Phony Queen）

9.第三人稱（The Third Person And I）

10.不一樣又怎樣（We're All Different, Yet The Same）

其实觉得自己还蛮容易被歌词感染的，每一首歌，每一个故事，每一个文字都代表着这世界上某一个人的某一种心情。

希望你们喜欢啦~

[从90到63]减肥不减重

最近又开始在发神经疯狂减肥，原因不详，动机不明，目标56。老实说，我减肥不是为了取悦谁人，而是我对自己的要求越来越严格。想说，56这个目标对于很多人不懂什么是肌肉，什么是运动的人来说，他们给予的反应就是，“哦，还是重吧”。不过，我的方式就是减肥不减重，体重机上的数字，只是数字，对我来说也没什么。

虽然我还是会站上体重机去控制我的日常饮食，但它绝对不能成为你减肥的全部！对于一个利用运动来减肥的人来说，体重仅是参考，BMI也是因此行不通，因为肌肉会比脂肪重。试想想，两同样是60公斤的人，有运动的看起来纤细健美，经常饿肚子减肥的看起来臃肿无神，这意味了什么？

我想很多人也还未明白，脂肪的占用面积比肌肉来得大，而肌肉的重量则比脂肪来得重。明白吗？这纯粹是本人一步一步减肥下来得到的结论，或许还会有新的发现。

我从来都没有写过关于本身减肥的心得，一路走来到底有多难，那一份坚持毅力究竟从哪里来？现在我想是时候来分享一下，顺便也鞭策自己在最后的阶段瘦到自己想要的体型，56公斤只是个参考，我要的是结识，好看的身体。

想说，有多少人说到减肥，真的有上网查资料，了解自己身体、作息、饮食习惯？我觉得很少部分的人会这样做，因为本身一路看来很多都会选择减肥产品来代劳，省下运动、保养的步骤。告诉你，减肥享受的是努力的过程还有那个不是很明显的效果，但是只要坚持下去，有一天你从XXL能够穿上M的时候，一切愚蠢的远路都是值得的。

很后悔自己在2年前开始减肥时，忽略掉按摩身体的步骤，导致我今天看起来是瘦了，但是黏在身上的橙皮纹超难弄淡。所以我最近又开始每晚睡觉前利用那些剩下的乳液、BIO oil来按摩小腿、大腿、腰间等等地方。

当然少不了运动这一块咯，每星期都要有适量的运动，跑步、骑脚车、游泳、什么都好，选择适合你的，每次坚持20分钟以上，对于初减者，就要一步一步来，不要超之过急。我以前刚开始跑步，是从很慢很少的1.5公里开始，慢慢坚持跑到平均一次4公里、5公里一直到10公里。每一次都是慢慢地跑，因此我的大腿还算粗，但我觉得没什么。

另外，饮食方面，很多人误认为吃肉长肉。我说，吃淀粉长油就有。淀粉类不是不能吃，可以用健康营养的食材去代替，如马铃薯、地瓜等。面、饭、面包类尽量少吃。蔬菜还有肉类尽可以均衡摄取，依个人喜好、日常作息而定。

我以前很严苛，将自己每日的热量摄取定在1200卡，来看看我怎么吃：

早餐：豆奶燕麦
下午：1/4的白饭、蔬菜、肉还有鸡蛋
晚上：只有豆奶（大豆粉冲泡而成的饮料）

当然，现在这个餐单，自己回想过去还真的是超级不营养，当时真的每晚都饿着肚子睡觉，瘦得很快。当时瘦得快，是因为本身90公斤，在学校走得多，加上热量摄取少，有在运动，所以很短时间内就瘦下6-8公斤。

当时真的觉得那样的方法还不错，总没有发现瘦下后会留下肥胖纹。 T___T

之后，我前前后后花了一年半的时间去到64公斤，然后就毕业了。之后又涂了还几个月，到新山工作因为压力大、作息完全很糟糕暴瘦至59公斤，当时每个月都去看医生，而医生每次看到我就说营养不良。

兜兜转转，我回到登州，开始新工作，慢慢因为大吃大喝的关系，体重反反复复，从59去到去年的67再努力减肥瘦到61，然后因为情绪影响暴饮暴食去到今年中的69，然后现在又努力减下到63。

我想说，其实我这样很不好，觉得自己很像橡胶圈，伸缩性很强。

我承认，我以前减肥的时候，很急，我吃过减肥药，曾经瘦过，但是那并不长久。我也曾经怀疑自己心里有问题，每次暴饮暴食后，会反胃扣喉。这些行为绝对不能做！我现在改过来了，发誓绝对不要再用这种烂招术，很伤！

我承认我爱美，但是我现在绝对不会拿我的健康开玩笑。你知道吗？这条路走了就不能回头，以前那些看我嘲笑我的人，我会让你们刮目相看，即使你还是觉得我以前很胖，现在瘦了很爱自拍很好笑，我还是想说，关你屁事！我曾经从友人的口中得知，有中学同学在聚会上说我很爱自拍很自恋，我其实很想当面对这些人说：我喜欢自拍我自换分享，的确是我的事，但是如果你觉得很丑，伤了你的眼睛的话，麻烦你unfriend我，我不介意少一个FB朋友。要在背后讲我没意思。

从健康问题到积极减肥，这个决心根本就已经超乎我的想象。我从不知道自己能够如此坚决，可以那么拼。还记得以前和朋友出去，他们总爱引诱我吃东西，可是我却能够百忍成金。: )

好啦，下次想要知道什么咚咚，可以私下找我问（假厉害，谁要consult你哦？！）现在看看我以前是怎样子。老实说，没有以前的自己就没有现在的我，感谢我以前那么胖，在学校那么被人讨厌，戏弄。

我现在很好 : D

 没错的话，这是减肥前一年

 那时候圆圆的还蛮可爱

 中学毕业，左上角的我又黑又胖。

==========================华丽的分割线=========================

 这是最近63公斤的我

 话说真的，真的会自信一点，但我觉得我自恋很多，是因为还在自卑

 最近也很勤劳做简单的保养，不必花大钱

 经朋友提点后，真的发现自己有开始逆生长，虽然皮肤没有很好

以前不穿裙子的我，现在很爱穿裙子，可是行为还是很Man

All about my current hair care ... (Shopping spree mode on)

Aloha beeps, I am recently busy with running around, preparing for my UTC courses and exam. It means I am well :) Yeah. But there is another thing that bothering me, I guess everyone knows, right? I am damn regret to perm my hair, make it damaged, and then straighten again, and it was like end of my natural hair! It was a nightmare when I woke up and looked at my dry messy hair. (SOB)

Hence, I put a lot of effort to make it well. And now it almost recover! I tried a lot of products, SYOSS, TSUBAKI, PANTENE... I bought them during the Watsons promotion (Buy RM100 above of the hair care products, Add RM10 to get V5 Saloon hair dryer). Now I still have half bottle of TSUBAKI DAMAGE CARE Shampoo and the small bottle of Conditioner. The smell is acceptable but maybe I not really like it.

Last night, I went Watsons with my friend, I noticed that they now selling the Korea hair care products Kerasys. The perfumed shampoo series really impressed, I was thinking should I buy one or later. But then end up I was not buying anything.

And the next day, my left eye went wrong, it turns reddish. Went to the clinic, ask for MC, but I get nothing HAHAHA. Eh, don't be misunderstood, this is my first time to visit doctor in this year, I am not cheating the MC okay. After that, I went Watsons then looking for the shampoo.

The perfumed shampoo is fine, smell good, but I dont know which to choose. End up buying the Oriental Premium. 

PRODUCT DESCRIPTION 

Kerasys Oriental premium shampoo & conditioner based on the hair science

 of Kerasys and oriental beauty formula helps you discover your hidden beauty and have confidence.

Oriental Care System
- Strengthening hair elasticity for glossiness, camellia seed oil.
- Revitalizing damaged hair tissue
- Dual protein ( Hydrolyzed wheat protein, wool keratin ingredient)
- Intensifying scalp and hair roots

How to Use:
Massage into wet hair, lather and rinse thoroughly. 

Repair if necessary. For best results, daily use is recommended.

After that I had tried it out and I found that their Conditioner is totally amazing, unlike the other brands, it makes your hair like oily, greasy and smell good~~ hmm... and the shampoo, the bubble texture is rich, foamy. I tried some other brands, the texture just like quite rare, and some how watery I dont know why.

Since I have a fringe now, I started to worry what if i am lazy to wash my hair in the morning or it easy to get oily, flat... And I bought this to try. Hope it works well.

And this is how my hair after using the Kerasys shampoo, Maybe next week getting the perfumed shampoo. hehehe...

NaOH Handmade Soappie :D

Hi guys, I went to a Handmade Soap Workshop today, it was so interesting and fun. The owner is so friendly and she willing to share everything about handmade soap. :) I made an appointment to learn how to made the Cold Process Soap. It is totally different from the one I made during my secondary school.

Besides on learning the process, I also interviewed her to do my agriculture report and it might publish on coming Wednesday. Stay Tune Nanyang Siang Pau 《南洋商报》.Hehehe... I am very encourage the friends who like the natural thinggy to try out the handmade soap. I first knew it was 3 years ago, I asked a seller to customize me a soap based on my skin conditions and the effect i want. It was a goats milk +charcoal+red mud soap. The function was control face oil, and keep your skin moisturized.  

It was awesome to use, it smelled like REALLY natural!

Okay, back to the workshop. There are the apparatus to use ... And the main ingredients are oils(Based on the hardness/uses of you want, calculated),NaOH, some natural ingredients that enhance the soap to give more effect on the use or sight.

And today, I got the goats milk yay. Awesome ingredient that I love the most! And my soap process was the Ice cold process, slightly different from the normal cold process(by adding ice around the container). The NaOH will turns hot when it liquidize, so the goats milk must be really freeze to make sure the nutrients are protected.  

This is how the process look like. Of course, it is not easy as you read on my blog, everything must be finely counted, well prepared, and mix carefully. It takes time to stir. So i recommend you guys better go for a basic class before you start to make your own soap at home. I stir my soap mixture for about 45mins I think, and now I just left it in the workshop, to go through the Saponification process, it helps to let the pH value from 13 drop to about 8.5 which mean that the NaOH no longer active in the soap, and it is really a natural soap to use. Yay... 

Tadaaa... These are the products from the owner. I highly recommend their water based lotion. It is so moisture and you definitely can feel the different after you apply on your skin. Due to the ingredients are NO chemical, I think it can apply on face? Because it is no different from the moisturizer that we can get in shops. Some breastmilk soap samples too, I tried on it, and I was so damn satisfied with the bubble texture, smell and the feeling of after used. I think you guys should try.

Okay, I think this is another sweet sharing after the Goats milk masks. Smile :D  hope you guys like it then.

They provide custom made door gifts, conduct soap making classes too. So, any inquiries can just check out
the Facebook Page of  See Savon 施皂坊
And here is the contact 012-311 6585 / PT 1549, Ibai Landmark Garden, Jalan Tok Adis, K.Trg.

A Natural Secret

Hello! I am back to my bloggie, to tell you all my latest secret! Let's guess, what I found! A new boyfie? A million Ringgit? New smartphone? Ticket for a gateway to my dream place?
oh oh,  wrong!

It is all about the natural way to moisture your skin! Especially your face!

I bought a small bottle of goats milk, but then I found that I can't accept the smell and I feel so disgusting when I try to swallow it! End up I gave up to drink it.

(This is how the milk look like, I just simply get it at the pasar pagi. It costed me only RM4)

But then, it is not a good idea to throw it away, I try to use it as my face mask. Let my skin to drink it! The first time I was using the cotton sheet, pouring the milk in a container, then let few pieces of cotton sheet to absorb the goats milk.

It wasn't a good idea to use cotton sheet as your face mask sheet, it easily to drop everywhere! And my rooms' floor was like full of goats milk.  -.-

The next day, I went to Watsons to buy some empty mask sheet, and it really better than using the cotton!

(For those who looking for better mask sheet can go ahead, I feel this is not really good because it is so damn thick)

Lets start to enjoy the cold moisture mask! I think it can firm up your face too. hmmm...

First, pour some goats milk into the container with the unwrap mask sheet. Wait for it to absorb, the mask sheet will expand!

hehe... then make sure the mask sheet fully absorb the goats milk, you can use your clean hand to open the mask sheet, let it absorb more milk.

apply it on face! It is simple as 1,2,3! KACANG LA! It really suit the lazy type people like me!hurrayyy!

Show you the before and after of my skin. The skin after drinking goats milk is much more better and it looks more moist!

Start your natural journey and Enjoy !




 I am so sorry, my face drank goats milk for a week already, and you can't really see the different ah! But it really works! Say bye bye to all expensive masks!

sorry, it is lighting problem, look darker-.-

Make me sleep well duh

I am so hate myself holding the slogan of "diet hard" lately, like too obsessed to get skinnier. But then I don't really mean to be skinnier, I just want to be firmer, have nice abs, firm hips,  I don't want them like bean curd so soft. :(

Work like a robot and "snake" like a boss, these things compiling up my recent life like again and again. I wish to sing now... again and again. By the way, I enjoy my working life now, have nice workmates, taking care of me, and I can act like "Grace" hahahahahaha... 叫我姐姐 I am addicted to this TV show la, 《爸爸去哪儿》

It is tiring sometimes, but I stil can handling well by stealing some time to relax myself either in office or outside.  But one thing I want to say is, sorry dont let me dream during my night time sleep please.... I want to rest well, k?

I am having the sweet dream tea, suddenly thinking of it and "dig" out from the basket. 

Then, I did some light exercises in my little room, it is damn messy. I trying hard to build up muscle on my abs and hips, kick out the flabby look. I admit that I look damn chubby, but I think it still consider ok la, at least I look lighter than my actual weight. Guys, guess my weight now.

Nah, I am 66kg! It is true. :D

When people told me I look lighter than my actual weight, I think it is a compliment. I accept it.
I love posing like this to show my so called "long legs", how the sight illusion works, hahaha...
I went to the night market at Chendering with I-Ling, had steamed maize and chicken burger as my dinner, damn. I promise myself to live happily started from that day.

Smile, Eat, Laugh,LIVE!

When you're gone

Memories gone 

Nothing changed

But us

Leave the cliff

Feel the Ocean

Goodbye love.

:) something special

change!

hello! babiessss!!! haha, im so bored with everything I have, sorry to say that I am that kind of girl who changing all the time. Forgive my uncertainty,I set myself in free, let the wind blow, follow the flow~ huuhuu

First thing I done was, having a orange base lip colour. Was thinking of NYX lip cream, but then I found something that I able to get in Watson - Silkygirl Moisture Boost Lipcolour balm. It only costed me RM18 below(if not mistaken).

I really hate the coffee shop downstairs of my office, the car parkings always full parked! Spoil my mood before enter my office... End up I went to Watson to get this!

 Tadaaaaa!!!

The product is cute, like a colour pencil. I tried on it, found out the texture is fine, and then it really moisture enough, your lips wont look cracked. When I trying to wipe it off with the make up remove wipes, found it is so hard to fully remove unless you using the oil base make up remover. 

By the way, overall is fine, 7/10. Girl, you can try it out then, it is a cheap and nice product to use.

Training time!

 I started training myself without any detox product for weeks, I found that my weight is like never drop and 66 ...66...66 maybe muscles? I showed this pic to my friend, and he asked, is that I trained my back too? hmmm.... I never think to train that, accidentally trained! hehe... I wanna train up my butt and abs, kinda difficult. Perseverance needed! 

Another thing about my hair, I am very very tired and bored with my rusty hair colour, I went Watson again, get a LIGHT hair colour dye. I choose SYOSS to "renovate" my hair. I had discuss with my friend for few time, to get some opinion on new hair colour. I found out that the ombre are quite nice, but I have no idea what colour should I do.

End up I get a Light Ash Blonde , it only costed me RM20. Then I back to my room and start the DIY session.....

Here is thecontent.

 I only dye the down part of my hair, I hope the colour lighter, but the result is quite disappointed. sigh....

See.... the colour become like this, and I think the colour will be different after few weeks. Will do the upload, with the black hair root... haha

beep beep back

Hello, I am back to my blog! Hehe... life goes miserable when he gone. Days go better and better, reached a comfortable shutter, like now. 

MJ went in army for a year. Since he quit his job, started contact me and talk to me everyday. I have no idea about his action, and I was wondering was him found any feeling toward me? Let time to prove it.

He remind me not to forget him, but I think I just can't trust him so much. I think guys usually tell bull shits to girls when they want you to do something or when they scare about something to happen. Never trust them much.

Believe or not, depend on you. Leave it or get hurt, depend on you too.

I started keep my hair long, making new plan for my future, I won't waiting for anyone, looking for the right one or anything to goes in the relationship. To be protective, tough, I don't need a man.

It is enough, end of the story to be a so called princess.

Girls, stand up and move on!

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Okay, I think my hormone imbalance again, so many acne on my face! Terrible! One fine day, I suddenly recalled what I had watched on Youtube, About the 3M Nexcare acne patch! I bought the extra thin one, and it has free gift!(7 patches of night use). 

I think this is quite useful as it protect your wound from the dust, prevent hands keep on touching and contact it. Beside that, it also work as a absorber to suck out all the toxic from the acne. after using for 3 days, my acne cured!

And then, my naruko mongolia lily foundation sunblock and ampm 10 peptide night gelly also finish  in the same week , used them for almost 5 months and finally clear them!
These products work excellent! Apply the gelly at night and you found your skin smooth and watery in the next day morning.

After washing yourself, prepare to go out, remember to put on sun block on face. The foundation sunblock stick thinly on your skin and it makes your face look firmer!

I went to Watson, bought a Za BB cream and Naruko rawjob night gelly to replace this two things.

This is how the gelly look like, the texture just transparent and smooth,clear. Skin absorb it well. :D

I have no idea how come before looks more reddish, and after look soothing, fair.

Naruko RawJob's Tear night gelly was very popular and it has released years ago, I am just first try it by this week, found it amazingly makes my skin fairer and smoother during next morning after applying it!

:)

unexpected tragic

Hey, it has been a long time I din't blogging. I am back now, to continue the world of words, finding back the original "me".

But, first of all, let mourn for the victims in the MH17 incident. I think people get news very fast from the online social media, but they should make sure the news are verified, true before they sharing out to others. I have no idea netizen always blaming the mainstream media slow, dumb, .... but do they know media people have to be responsible to the information?

NO, most of them don't care about it.

It is very disappointed to see such environment with full of false, uncertainty, blaming each other...

Hope them be rational, think properly before pointing their finger to other.

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And holla, im back to here with the perseverance, starting my diet with the super heavy weight. I am officially 67kg now, and I gonna lost 5kg in month. Lets fighting! I  have to hit my target, or else I might be a tortoise or just a big fat pig.

Say bye to fats, let start exercising and healthy dietary. :) cheer, waiting for the new me :)

幸福通行证

我站在月台，检票员不让我进到包厢里。我举起手中的车票，向检票员证明，我是凭票上车的。检票员冷冷地看我一眼，冰冷的语气说道“小姐，请问你这副洋相是准备登车远行的人吗？”

我低着头，看着自己两手拎着的行李包袱，大小包的，有点沉但不想放下。我再次抬头看着检票员，他又说道“小姐，车上没有很大的空间带走你的行李，要是你放不下，就别跟上这趟车吧。”

检票员说完便转身面对其他等待登车的乘客，他们行囊简单潇洒，不像我。

侧过身子，无奈地走向候车板凳旁，行李挺沉的，这时候我才发现自己的脚步蹒跚。喘了一口气，坐在凳子上，身边的行李显得我特别。漫无目的地呆坐，看着一个接一个上车的人，心里无限羡慕。


你们知道我想说的是什么吗？

王静眉 的美好

我总觉得自己很美好，因此小心翼翼地把自己保护在自己的手心里。因为这样，保护膜越来越厚，自我欣赏的价值，越来越高，多到别人无法接受。其实很多人不明白，自恋的人都很自卑。

我的心灵很脆弱，易碎到你无法想象的地步。一个不小心就会掐碎的薄玻璃片。当我看见镜子里受伤的自己，于心不忍，豆大的泪珠就会哗啦哗啦地掉下。有多久我没有痛快的哭过？我已经记不起来的，因为每一次都很含蓄地，默默地让眼泪自己流。这一次，我痛快地在镜子前看着自己被遗忘的美好，放肆地哭。

其实自己的美好，我说不上来。

致在世界另一端的您

阿妈，母亲节快乐。

妈妈，您可知道我，妹妹们还有阿爸很想您吗？愿您安好。

您用在我们心间。

妈妈，别来无恙？您在另一边过的好吗？您肯定好久没看见我的文字了，今天我给您写上这封信，怀念您的笑容、声音、教诲、还有那些您对我们无微不至，打打骂骂的日子。那都是难忘的日子。虽然我们成为家人的缘分不长，但你总算是您把最好的都给了我们家，您的青春，热血，还有岁月。

您还在的时候，经常让我们多疼爸爸，让我们多亲亲爸爸，原来您的用意是这个意思。我明白了。妈妈，您的大女儿没有在您还在的时候听取您的劝告，但现在她至少懂得照顾自己的体态，答应你减肥，减了。您说过，她其实蛮漂亮的，只是胖了些，现在，她懂了。

希望您看到她努力，她改变。妈妈，还有啊，大女儿有自己的计划，愿您支持她完成自己的梦想，打造自己的未来，不局限于一个很小的世界，她相信的就像您相信的那样，她属于一个更辽阔的天空。

妈妈，您在的时候经常问你的大女儿，有没有男朋友？抱歉现在也要让您失望了，她没爱人，没人追求。其实她渴望被爱，但是呢就因为本身的强势所限制，让人难以亲近。您说，这是不是仙人掌呢？她不是玫瑰，因为她没有玫瑰般的艳丽。

妈妈，她会好好照顾自己，还有看着家里，但她还是要自己的空间去展翅，也希望别人看见她的努力。她不是最好，也不是最行，而是一般平凡的长女。

妹妹们安好，小妹今年大二，啊鼻今年升上学院念QS，大家都奔向各自的前程。爸爸呢，在家里，脾气收敛很多，比较好商量，而且他很努力地扮演您的角色，给我们煮凉茶，煲汤...您的老公是我们最好的爸爸。

妈妈，为您我一直想写一首诗，要最好的，但是却未有头绪，希望一天开窍了，给您带来美好的纪念。

祝您，母亲节快乐。

爱您。

天大地大，竟无容我之处

告诉你，有一点悲剧了。在没有加班的傍晚、夜晚我竟然如此空虚。哎哟哟，好笑咯。这个星期五，很安静，静得银针掉在地上都听得到，傍晚我想去海边纳纳凉，可是，你知道吗？海边到处都是人！！！悲剧了。

我坐在车上良久，最后还是开车回到我的房间。收了衣服，遮好。还是发现我无处可去。伯母一家人吃饭，我不好意思留着，于是我又跑到办公室享受所谓的自我空间。

到办公室楼下已经七点了，夜幕渐渐低垂，那条大街好安静，楼下只有一个小档口摆卖香烟。我不管了，停了车，赶快上办公室。哎，我竟然有如此下场，没地方去就来办公室。下次我想在这里安装电视机了，好吗？

无地自容ING

上来还能干嘛啊，还不是面子书，到处找人聊天，结果因为今天星期五，大家都Happy Friday去了叫我情何以堪。

办公室外的街道，车辆来来往往，其实真的很吵，听了心情超级不好，真想把电脑给他丢下街 @@ 我很冷静。想找个人吃晚餐，嗯，有就吃，没就回家喝豆奶咯，无所谓，本娘在减肥。

其实在办公室里也没什么不好，或许是因为现在不是办公时间吧。想要去任何一个地方，可是今天星期五，任你去哪里都是那么多人，很烦的。我因此却步，打算在这里发慌后，再回去洗澡颓废看书睡觉。

键盘滴滴答答地在响，其实没想过自己会在这种时候喜欢键盘的声音，好像它在跟我说话。“哈咯，你好吗？”，“吃饱了吗？”…… 疯子。 -.-|||

好啦，我发完癫了。掰掰。

那片海

不好意思啦，黑眼圈照片拿出来show吓死人，我知道真的很吓人，Sorry 哈。今天不知哪里来的心情，一个人跑去海边，坐在沙滩上整个小时，看着眼前一片深蓝色，没有很开怀的海，脑袋空空。

今天的海水颜色真的很深，很忧郁，我看着它，怎样也猜不出里面到底有着什么。是回忆？是等待？是命运？还有些什么？

大海里面到底有什么，我在想。能藏在里面的又是些什么样的时间。真的想着想着，开始对大海感到害怕，就像你我都不敢迈步向前去探测那个深不见底，未知的下一秒。尤其是深深的蓝色，更让人觉得那么的沉重。

海风很大，吹得我的头发都乱了。我没有整理，任由海风抚摸发际，让它放肆起舞。在我耳边呼啸而过，呼呼作响的空气，好凶猛，不知道它们在斗争着什么，不要知道，不想去知道。

十分钟，二十分钟，时间过了，走了，坐在这里我得到了什么？我有三五行经过门前的灵感，按下分享键，大家都看到。科技就是如此。

傍晚6点50分，黄昏开始昏暗，夜幕渐渐降临，我第一次吹海风觉得冷。要走了，我站起来，往车子的方向走去……