Future

People chasing for their future, I am chasing for my dream. So, what is my dream? izzit my future? I am not very sure where should I go, and im not belong to this damn situation.
I am searching for those pretty dreams, those sweet and beautiful dreams that make me feel safe. Is that any? I don't think so. Sorry for my future, sorry for my dream.
And I am so sorry to myself who always don't know how to take care of myself, make my life miserable, dull and hopeless.
Sorry.
Where is the reality for ordinary aqua?

幸福-微甜=幸福是什么

瓶子要的幸福很抽象，也很梦幻。他们总是喜欢把自己的未来太过理想化，从而把自己捆绑在现实与梦想的灰色地带。其实有之后真的搞不清楚自己要的到底是什么，同时也迷迷糊糊地指导自己应该前进的方向是哪个；这种矛盾真的很让我困扰。

如果现在能躺在一片平坦且一望无际的大草原上，仰望星光闪耀的夜空，那会是我真的幸福？我很清楚自己是真的很向往那片情景，也很憧憬着浪漫的未来，可是现实生我的自己往往都比理想距离得太遥远。

再如果说，到北极圈看欧若拉，那会是怎样的意境？或许自己会无敌向往那些独特的风景，却没想到自己能如何去得到那些必身难忘的经历。

很多时候我真的不明白自己的心意如何，因为口是心非第一名的关系，我经常说谎。说自己经常口是心非，但又不是每一次都是那个鸟样，所以有时候连内心的自己都不能相信现实的自己，两者都有发生争执的机会。

有时候沿途风景会看得水瓶很累，总觉得欣赏是好事，观察是累赘，让自己的身和心疲惫了。要是自由受到威胁，瓶子肯定二话不说，马上进入心灰意冷的时代，然后总觉得自己真的是无能为力。

瓶子对爱情毫无概念，因为他们可以乱来。哈哈哈哈。这点本人不是很清楚。但是很明显的是，瓶子在一段感情中，仍然希望得到自由。如失去自由，就有可能会一拍两散。，

but horrr... 我现在想吃 Mee goreng mamak TT

Top FOOD wanted!

I am seriously carving for FOOD! omg!

Chicken rice.

Fish head meehoon.

Air Jagung.

Kuih belimbing.

Nasi Lemak

Rojak Mamak

Cendol

Hokkien mee

Prawn mee

Braised tofu

Ais kacang

Laksam

Nasi Minyak

PENANG LAKSA

Red bean pancake

Kuih talam

Thanks sources: from google.

I seriously crazy with those food! OMG........ TT

After a long time

Hello, I am here again. Still alive, like my stitch still here. LOL ... I don't know what I am talking about. I finished the drama. What the hell I was emo for whole day. 

And the song sang by Yoochun is so depress, make me cry like hell. I don't know I feel sad also, the drama just make me touched, sad, depress and cry for a long time.

I bought aromatherapy thinggy to relax myself. My job is so much stressed me up, but i think the real problem is other thing, money face mia meeee...

It has been a long time I din't write any article for my another blog, poor... I was thinkin of going for movie during this midnight, but the environment in johor just erherm... not that safe for me to go out alone.

hmmm... poor world. 

I found out why my face soap melted. ==" stupid me. I am just me, not weird. I love that song so much!