Beast Airline

Yo. I got the Welcome to Beast Airline DVD today! Weeeeheee~ so happy. I spent my whole day to watch this! I found out Gikwang is cuter in my mind. OMG I love him more niaa. I can't imagine I can crazy about him this long and the madness is over my personality level!

It is so great to watch their concert DVD, so many touched moment and they are awesome! I have to say that Yeoseop and Hyunseung have really stable vocal. GREAT. Just Gikwang, his cuteness is out of my expectation.

Forgive me that I am crazy. Sorry if I am annoying. But this is just who I am and how I like an idol. This is how I spent my time, okay. I know that I will aside the idols thinggy after I get my new job in another place. I have to say Sorry then.

But I will be back in idols world when I am free. Weeeeheee~

He is an awesome guy. His smile so charm. <3

1/4 Present from my beloved Grandma

I received a priceless gift from my late grandma. It's her diamond ring. My aunt gave me the ring after we dinner at her home, it was so shocked.

The gift is for the eldest grandchild. I am the eldest grandchild. I am officially 21 in the real age nut my heart is always 15, keep young to fulfill my dream and everything.

I must do my best in everything. Thanks grandma, I love you.

Mum, I hope you are watching at me. I am trying out my best for many things.

1/4 in the Dragon Year

Hello everyone, I am back from my grandmas' home! So glad that my family and I are safe and healthy. I am wishing for a healthy and prosperous year, I wish to be tougher and stronger. I want to be a carrier woman! Hahahahahaha.

I just received my album when I was arrived at home. <3 So happy niaa~ HAHAHAHAHAHAHA...

I am going to stay at my grandmas' home to find a better job. So stay tune for my new job and new life. I love the facts of new things in a new year. Good start.

I am very thank my aunts to buy me a necklace. Thanks you all, and all my cousins in grandmas' there, Thanks for the Secret Recipe Chocolate Indulgence Cake. Thanks you all.

1/4 Dragon Year

Hi! I am ready to celebrate the Chinese New Year, and also ready for my new working life in a new place. I just hope everything goes fine and smoothly. Please let me to be the lucky one in this year and following year.

I am a person who not very into Chinese New Year. I don't like the New Year Songs taht give me a very noisy impression. I have no idea why I will think like that. I just interested in food and some interesting facts in Chinese New Year.

Like my dialect, the people in my far away home town. they will eat dumpling during Chinese New Year. Isn't the dumplings look like the "Yuen Bao"? It bring the meaning of wealthiness. I like dumplingsssss, I can eat more to 20 dumplings in a meal.





Secondly, the New Year Cake, "Nian Gao" which mean there must be some achievement in a year. Like its' meaning, I will work hard to achieve what I want.

The glutinous, "Tang Yuen" meaning of "reunion" I like the sweet soup which contain ginger and crystal sugar. It is super nice in hot served.

Lastly, wish you guys have a gorgeous Dragon Year! Dreams come true!

1/4 Kimchi Day 김치 대

I made some Kimchi today, woke up in the morning I felt like "nothing". I don't know what kind of feeling was that. I cleaned all the fans in my home, I washed blankets, swept the floor... I was just like a Cinderella. =(

Like what Ms. Steffi said, I am a princess who have a strict daddy. Yea, I have. As my dad agree that I better work at out side, I wish I can bring them a lot of things.

My dad bought 2 big long cabbages back today. He said "make some kimchi, please." @@" Appa, are you going to accept a Korean son-in-law like Gikwang? XDDDDD Hope so. The cabbage looks gorgeous! Greenish leaves and whitey stem.

Gorgeous cabbage. HAHAHAHAHA.

Snow from the heaven, on the cabbage! Actually it was the rough salt, process to dehydrate the cabbage. Snowie on the cabbage~ so cute!

When I was dehydrated the cabbage, I realise my dad wasn't bought me the carrots and onion leaves. ==" gosh~ I went out and bought some, and costed me RM2.05. Orange and green, colourful.

I went to Watsons, bought a mask. When I want to use it, I REALISED IT WAS A MENS' MASK. Stupid me!

See, the dehydrated cabbage. Giant cabbage become slimmer and thin now! =( not cute at all and look old.

Finally my kimchi done! =D weakness for my kimchi for this batch is a little bit salty. I know it is because the fish sauce. =( hope the outcome and the taste is okay.

Wait for another 2 days to let it fermented. Stay tune!

1/4 Ending=Starting

Oh my mood is so complicated now. I ended my job and I'm jobless now. Appa want send me to go out, see the out side world, learn new things. Like what Steffi said, a princess go out of the castle, see the real world.

I know that I am not that easy to let go the responsibility here. Actually I am quite worry about my appas' health, my youngest sister thinggy. It just a barrier to my success. Actually they can go fine and well without me staying at home. Huuuu~ I am that kind of person, worry this worry that.

I am so happy that I can learn how to fly and I am a newbie in this society. I must do well in my carrier, must not disappointed my appa. Actually I am planning to become a reporter directly, but I will stay in a new place and will not able to recognize places that fast niaaa.

I have to plan carefully. I also hope that I can go to Singapore to work, earn SG Dollar! I have many dreams that waiting for me to fulfill them! And I still want to chase my dream ! You know and I know what my final dream is, silly dream, will not come true in the future. Forget it.

I like the fact that I am steady and calm while I meet with trouble, while I feel grievance. I stay quite like that and no one realize I am hurt or unhappy. I was being hurt and ignore for many times and people keep ignoring my feeling. I already feel very "grey" when I have to see them.

Forget it.

Start tomorrow, stay tune for a Brand New Wing. I am ready for challenges, I must climb to the peak! I don't care that my palms and knees injured! Pain is just a feeling to hold on you from moving toward.

Keep Fighting and think about the future me!

1/4 DIET

I am a stupid diet failure! AHHH~~ I can control my day time food intake, but I can't control myself when I back from work! During the dinner time, I will eat more and T__T.

I don't know what to do now. Should I use back the stupid way to lose some weight? not much, I just want to lose 2kg. I must attach G.NAs' photos on my laptop wall to remind me DON'T EAT! You know, G.NA is my goddess I just wonder how she can has the nice body.

Okie, I will start my diet again from tomorrow. I don't want to be a fool who always say want to start diet by tomorrow but never do it. Help me please, any suggestion?

I am already very tired by saying start diet tomorrow, I should start earlier and complete it faster, then I can enjoy the food! Hello, start tomorrow, REALLY TOMORROW!

If I can't control myself, I will format my hard disk, including Gikwang. T___T

1/4 inner-self

Good evening everyone! I just realized that some persons are very fool, they like to show off through Facebook and it doesn't make sense that they should be proud of it.

No mood to write more, I have no inspiration about my new article. How worst is the world right now. And I gonna talk about the selfish, jealousy, weakness, darkness of my inner-self.

With the bright side and the dark side, it is the combination of me.

1/4 Take care of papa, not eye candy

Hello, good evening! Today had a nice shopping day with my family. Just want to buy some clothes for my sister. We visited to my mums' grave, time flies very fast, it almost 2 years.

I miss Mama so much.

Just want to tell Mama, I finished my study, I really diet. Hope Mama you know what am I doing right now, what kind of guy I am liking (actually is Gikwang) =D

I lazy to apply my hydro boost gel during last few days, and my skin is super dry today! Damn me the lazy woman! ugh!!! Should start diet tomorrow.

My dad bought me a camel colour pants and a nice top. I want to pay my stuffs, but he want to buy me new clothes, maybe he is thinking that will be the present for me to start a new job? Thanks papa.

We bought a packet of rice and a box of mandarin oranges. I am so sorry I didn't take care of papa, always looking at "Gikwang" and my careless cause my papa fell from the stairs. T___T I am so sorry and feel embarrassed that I couldn't take care of papa.

I am useless.

I saw his leg was bleeding and the wound looked awful(it's very pain and serious for me). I was panic at that time, and feel very pain. Hello, he is my papa, sure I feel pain to see him fell down.

I swear to God, I will not be careless next time. I can see Gikwang at home niaaaa...

HAHAHHAHAHAHA

I want to buy some formal wear, but the time is limited, I give up. Gonna have some nice formal after few months working at Johor. By the way, I am happy today, I paid all the meals for my family and grocery. These are what I can do now.

Good Night<3 I really like him so much.

1/4 Lost N Found

Hello, Happy New Year!! My New Year first post is going to write about JJ Lins' new album. It released on 31st December 2011. Awesome~

I found a very NICE song, it composed and wrote by JJ himself! Awesome Jazz! HAHAHAHA, the song is so sweet ^^

Other songs are also nice, I can't find this cover of , I will post it after I found it =) These are some songs from his album, some of them just very different from his previous style.

Oh, I ate too much for today, ops ... should start my plan tomorrow.