1/4 On Off On Off in new hostel?!

Hello, I am in my new hostel. I wish everything will be fine here. =) Bye bye old hostel, Thank you.

I shoot a photo from 16th floor, and I can see the people eating! Hahahaha~ we even can smell food here! OMG!

The night view is okie okie~ through my camera laaa~ When we see with our eyes, it doesn't nice at all! Hahahahah~

And I can see the Nasi lemak stall trough my camera!! I miss nasi lemak!

And the fried chicken stall! OMG~

Hello, my room and I.

And I want to tell u, the electricity, sucks laa~ I will tell the owner later. It can't support hair dryer~

1/4 时间，它带走很多

时间他真的是带走了我很多很多的东西。两年多的时间，说长不长，说短不短，我却觉得一切都发生地太快了。我完成了 Diploma 而且我还是觉得我自己一无是处。 TT

今天依然夜深了，我的心情却很不平静。很难过，很难过。说到底这里有我留下来的理由，因为妈妈来过。 TT 搬出去了，我什么都没有。我现在真的很难过，而且外面的世界很大，我怕我应付不来。

我很傻。

我喜欢在这种特别的日子对着电脑傻傻地哭。搬出这里以后，我的生活作息会是怎样？以前开学等放假，放假等开学，这样子的“等”说实在的，很舒服。现在的我非常茫然，我很想完成我的第一部小说，我很想快点找到工作，挣点家用，我好想做好多事情。

我知道我的部落格一直写关于 我，很无聊。

我应该说什么？和凉夜聊天，我平时是心情开朗，我们谈天说地。今夜，我无言以对。想尽办法让自己的味道固定在新环境里，很难，因为一切都要重新来过。我的心情，还是不能平复。如果你看我若无其事的样子，其实我心里很不安。

我很讨厌离别，就连刚才和住在隔壁的女生道别时都特别难过。我真的不喜欢离开或道别，真的很难过。虽然不是很亲，虽然不是什么深交知己。

我到底在做什么？！ 我应该更加努力的！

夜深了，你在做什么？

1/4 舍不得

Halo~ 夜深了，大家都睡觉去，我还在打包东西，收拾房间。话说回来我还是感觉到有些伤感，我要搬出宿舍了，代表着我失业了，代表着我应该成熟稳重了，代表着我应该更加独立坚强，代表着我应该更加努力去争取我要的。

唉~我正规的求学生涯就到此结束，散会。不过咧，我还是会力争上游，精益求精的！首先是我的华文，我是不会放弃的！ 啊！搬出来以后要省吃俭用，还要善于理财，不可以把自己变成乞丐还是什么之类的垃圾，因为这样很不像话。

你看，我收拾收拾，最后一团乱。还真的是舍不得这个地方呢，毕竟一住就住了两年多，会有感情的。虽然房间看起来很小，但是它是在我最不踏实的时候暂时给我庇护的地方。虽然没有热水器，没有厨房，但是那是我肚子饿了的时候，吃泡面的地方。心情很复杂。 =P

在想，搬出这里以后，我再也不能在夜深人静的时候听到高速公路上车辆飞驰而过的声音，再也听不到蟋蟀的叫声。伤感啊伤感。

………………

1/4 昨天 今天 明天

昨天

很生气自己在努力当中自暴自弃，很可能是自己的定力不够，太容易被明影响而大费周章地帮自己冠上懒惰的罪名。我这条可怜虫太不像话了，该死。

今天

很生气自己因为昨天的懒散而觉得自己在最后一科的考试会当掉。很肯定的是，我自己的脑袋不够清醒，太愚昧了。我一直都在很讨厌我自己。

明天

很生气自己一直在耿耿于怀未来是否那么坏而把自己的心情弄得很糟糕。很确定的是，我是个白痴，太在乎自己的小成绩。

从小到大都没有什么丰功伟绩，只有一大堆垃圾，我却因为积极少壮不努力而在这里乱发脾气。我该死。

1/4 Mission failed

Hello, I posted: Tonight, I will all the way to Thailand, like what Soviet Union did, plant a missile there, before I go in the College Hall, I must destroy the place. miehahahahahaha~

And I failed to do it. =( End up with holding nuclear weapon, having a bull shit war in Exam hall. I feel glad that I trust myself in passing this subject. Actually I have higher expect, no laaaaaaaa~ I was reading the journal like crazy in my room. I stood up on the chair, rolling here and there ...

And now, end of war.

Start my Communication Law subject. I have to just refresh all the things in my mind. I was having headache just now, nap for 3o minutes, and start surfing internet.

Okie, I will stop here. Having my tea, facing the notes, start acting like a key in machine, swallow everything I know. Bye bye~

1/4 ILY Umma.

19/8 Umma'a birthday.

Happy Birthday. IMY and ILY, Umma.

Family, means everything.

I should think about the fruits. sweet?

Yea, it will be sweet.

Good night sweeties. SH and GK. <3

1/4 Pity me.

Iamtookind. Pleasepityme. Ican'tconcentratetostudybecauseofmybloodyannoyingroomate. Sheclickingheropticalmousenon-stop. Iwassofrustsopissed.

Ididnothingonit,Ibearherforalongtime.IalmostexplodelastnightsoIdin'tsayanything. Ireallyneedaquietenvironmenttostudy,pleaseladon'tlikethis.

Iamsotired,sotired.=(

1/4 After 3 days ...

After the 3 days I din't online, I am still alive. And I found that Bang Yong Guk's "I Remember" niceeee~

OMG, my head is hurt =( Copy Editing, IR, Comm Law, PnP, I love you all, can you all love me back?

1/4 Exam season

What the hell exam season really drive people crazy. IRIRIRIRIRIRIRIRIRIRIRIRIRIRIRIR, when I can fully understand you?!

And then, I am carving for KFC now. hmmm ... I think I will get it. TT Efff myself, I jogged this morning, and I go for KFC now. How fool I am?!

Happy Exam. Share this new mv to you.

1/4 United Cube Special Stage

Hello, So happy to watch this performance. I love it very much. Gikwang is so cute! OMGK!

Hahahahaha~ It's time to study again. I had glance through my notes just now, not study. =(

Hope you will like it. Enjoy!

1/4 What is life in my life

Life is unpredictable. I don't like this. I have no choice, I must live happily and make it meaningful.

Hello sunshine, Hello wind, Hello leafs, Hello breakfast, Hello Laptop, Hello IR, Hello everything. Thanks you all appear in my life.

Family, the greatest gift in my life. And you! =D

I know what is life, life is inequality at first sight but it is fair after you discover its real meaning. I like the fact that I'm imperfect. It makes me work harder. I'm not a philosopher, I'm not knowledgeable, I'm just who I am. The hints always come to me when I discover something in my daily life.

I'm just an ordinary person, don't expect me to be perfect because I'm mine. =) So happy to be myself.

When you discover something or value on me, please do let me know. I wish people to know I'm trying to be a better human kind, improve my life.

I My Me Mine.

Sorry, I'm mine.

1/4 Sorry

Sorry for that. I will not torture my stomach start from tomorrow. WTF I ate too much in this week!

STOP HERE. PLEASE STOP.

Oh, very sorry for Super Junior. Mr. Simple is very addictive, it keep on round and round in my mind. I don't know it is good or bad because I found it kinda annoying =( Their song too addictive! OMG.

Last line for my bias, GK and SH.

99~

1/4 MVs

Ohhh~~ Here are some music videos I want to share. For Suju bias, your boys are back! This time will be their funky time.

Seriously, I don't think it is a good idea to have this concept. But great that they have flexibility on their image.

there are 12 songs in their vol.5. I like the most.

Secondly, my friend asked me to help her download Teen Top's mv and album. I am not a Teen Top fans, so I think their songs are just okay for me, you can try them!

But I have one question here, isn't the mv background looks familiar?!

Ahah! The last mv! I love Miss A! Hahahaha~ I like this song so much, I don't know why. Suzy is getting prettier and sexier. I can't believe that she is younger than me. OMG~

I have no idea what the hell is the guy in the mv. @@

And last. 4 Minute. This is the latest mv for them. I haven't finish it as the connection is toooooo slow ... Enjoy!

1/4 Why?

Why Christina said my MSN display picture is weird and shocked her?

Izzit I am a monster? TT

1/4 Hello, Start doing revision and exercise!

Good Moooooooorning! I woke up quite early today. =( I hope I have more time to dream. I have not more than one month to do everything, I have to lose weight, I have to pass all my exam by maintain my CGPA, I have to save up tonnes of money, I have to find more money ...

A lot of things to do! But I hope to sleep more TT. NO WAY! Catch up the time and do everything I want!

I love Purple carrot juice, Start my day with the boost of vitamin C! Woooow~

And I always wonder why am I like to DIY cut my hair. I cut my hair, the shape changed, CHANGED! I don't know it is good or bad. =( Kinda weird shape, I think so~

Why is this pictures shows my hair so shiny? OMG~

And last, I like him so much! End of FUN, put more effort on everything I want. Including you! Lee Gikwang! Wahahahaha~ I want to go Beast's concert !