Make me charm

I think, I am not charming enough. Just like an ant walking beside the road. My vitamins are going to finish, so I bought another new one.

I got some vouchers from yu yan shang, And I bought some vinegar and Spirulina. I just want to make myself healthier and stronger. I felt so sick recently, so I hope I can stay energetic and healthily.

See, these are what I have now. I must make sure I have no more desire to buy stuffs, sorry, I can't buy new clothes. But my dad ask me buy some nice clothes. LOL

I am going to have a vehicle for myself, And a pair of new shoes.So I have to stop buying many things, start saving like hell.

Gonna start my diet plan, to archive what I want. Dear GOD, I want a handsome and rich bf, the most important is, he loves me. Gikwang is enough!

HAHAHAHAHAHA...

Appa told me not to buy anything after I have some new clothes and shoes, so I gonna buy my shoes. And I must save a lot to help my family.

So, Ah Wing ah, stay charm. =D

I love Oemma. And my family.

I just went for movie. I was attracted by trailer. Just don't know why, I decided to watch it last week, but seems yimei said the movie is nice, I decided to watch it today right after my work.

Until the movie was end, I still can't figure out what is the female characters' name. @@" I am so slow. I searched about her, she is Jennifer Lawrence. Her character is so GORGEOUS in the movie. I love her so much!

Yimei was telling me she got the novel, so I am waiting for the novel. BTW, I bought 3 books since I came here, but I never finish them. I heard my books cry, they want me finish them. hmmm... gonna finish them soon!

I must have another offday on Thursday, or else, I will fire my boss. I am so tired to travel, hope to get my four wheel toy car soon! Gosh, it has been a long tim din't update my Gikwang.

And, see, what I had for my lunch? It's chicken puff and kaya puff. It's the cheapest and nicest in Johor. lol. I think.

The Chicken puff only cost RM1.60 and the Kaya puff is RM1.40.

I eat them when I was heading to the forensic. Erherm, don't get shock, it is a part of my job.

Gikwang,I love you!

Lifes2

This is how my life looks like. Just messed around everything, and my diet plan just *pooof* like that. Everything gone, I swear, I must start it when my new vitamins come.

I went to the restaurant, I ate the soup noodles.

I went to McDonald yesterday yesterday, I ate fun fries. FAT!!


I went to watsons, I saw the mega sales there. I bought this to change my hair colour, 2 more cm to go ...


Before that, I drank grass jelly milk from Share Tea. Oh， Dear! You know it's how long I din't drink this?! I miss it so much!

Last week, I went DongSeoul with my friend. Super Yummy Korean BBQ! Gosh~~~

* My life now is full of FOOD. ARGHG!!!!!

So sleepy, So excited

I don't know why, I am excited today. I went to Padini when I was on my way back to grandmas' house, I tried the shorts. It was nice, but my tights are ugly... haih.

I gained 2 kilo, I really have to control myself from eating, otherwise I will gain more weight and back to before. uhhhhhh!!!!

I have one more off-day, hello, boss, can u replace it to this Wednesday? I feel so stress when my boss in the office, feel like have to write EVERYTHING. Everyday I almost gone crazy.

But when it comes to weekend, wooohooo~ my schedule was super nice. so syok! I have to admit, I like entertainment news. I think I will be the good entertainment reporter. People will like me and artists will love me. HAHAHAHAHAHA.

Opss, my dad knows my secret and he didn't scold me and feel unhappy at all. So great to hear that. Thanks to my sister who break the news to my dad, damnnnn.

I am listening to Dongwoon and Doojoons', I just love this song so much. And I admit I got lil bit fall for DooDoo. hahahahaha. I still love Gikwang miaaaaaa~ he is irreplaceable!

For me laaa.

My colleague told me, don't looking for a good looking guy, looking for an ugly guy. But so sorry tohh, I like cute good looking and lil bit muscular guy. << please note that, not that muscular.

And I feel so hungry now T^T thanks to myself, don't know I had what as my dinner. LOL. Should I reveal my new baby here?

My diary

I has been a long time I din't touch on my diary. I have no idea why I did that. Actually I am very free every night, I dont know what to do. Even I sleep a lot!

Hooohooohooo, I worked for 1 month in press! 2 more months to go to get my confirmation letter! Yooohooo~

Actually I have nothing to share, because everyday same, just the event I run for different. Gosh, I wonder how I will look like after 3 months. I don't want to gain weight again!

讲话麻烦过滤

哈咯大家好。当记者以后，才发现讲话者的需要过滤。不是想知道什么就问什么，而是要想知道什么就要技巧性地把想要的答案引出来。

有时候会觉得说话是一种艺术，所以我的狗嘴是长不出什么象牙出来。我嘻沥哈啦乱七八糟就只会聊废话说烂笑话，请不要怪我太肤浅，其实我很有深度。算了，我怎么说你们都不会知道我的黑色幽默还有那很可爱的真性情。

人家说出来社会以后，要学会说话，要让自己的语言更讨人喜欢，更普及化。简单来说，多说人家喜欢听的话。LOL 我知道这样子的话有时候真的很难说出口，有时是应该不说出来会比较好的。按着良心难过地说话，这样的动作越来越多了。

人当记者，我当记者，我的过渡期看起来都好辛苦。我需要一辆车，可是都没有资格去买一辆车，就连二手都没资格。真的有一点失败。过渡期已经过了快要一个月，希望这过渡期能够快快结束，换我美好未来。

还有阿，我需要高人来教我说话的技巧，毕竟我的功夫只到山脚，根本就上不到山腰。这个星期跑外工有够充实，我喜欢。不过车费真的很吓人，希望交一个能载我上下的男友。哈哈哈哈哈，又疯了。算了，我没一天都在疯。

光光几时来接我？我都快要疯掉演唱会不能去，偶像生日不能出席，伤心欲绝。这辈子注定没有帅哥缘。看来我需要淡定生活了。

Hello, Izzit that is a part of my job?

After 3 days holidays, I feel very tired to work on today. WOOOH! I don't understand izzit a part of my job, to find a person in FB who disclose himself from suicide! I super stereotype suicide person, please do not let me to see you again! I will even prejudice you!

Damn it!

Super tired and I wish I will not eat this much start from tomorrow. Super hate myself!

你们不知道的疯狂

你好，两个星期没用华文写博客了。今天我想说，没有人会知道一个女生究竟在疯狂什么，当他自己也抓不透，摸不清自己手上的底牌时，他会去追求比他手上更美的牌。因为不知道手上的牌，所以一味认为还有更好的牌。

有些时候，自己在城市里窜来窜去，真的不知道自己到底要的是什么。在不属于自己的空间，难免找不到心里盼望的归属感，然后会在其他的地方给自己安慰。

买衣、买鞋、买保养品，这些对我来说不是闲钱才能拥有的东西，我借着心理的空虚无助，寻求物质来宠坏自己。我承认这阵子我是很宠我自己，甚至觉得自己开心就好。

我真的不排除自己有轻微的人格分裂，高中前一个样，学院时一个样，现在又是另一个自己。我的人格好复杂。那些存在或潜在的个性都好特别哦。

我昨天从报馆开会回家时，在路边跌了一跤。我昨天好喜欢自己穿得好韩剧，跌倒跌得也好韩剧，可是就没有韩剧里的男主角来拔刀相助。哎呀，现实就是如此残酷，谁叫我不是美女。这个我认命，再怎么有气质，再怎么变，骨子里都还是个恐龙妹。

我了解，我明白。我高攀不起那些所谓的帅哥美女，所以现实里的都让我很不屑。

我预购了林偶像的新书，希望可以带给我启发。我相信我一定会记得有一个人对自己是怎么执著，对别人是怎么宽容与耐心。林偶像绝对是一个我欣赏的男生，因为他的努力与对梦想韧性，我知道原来音乐真的可以让人感动。

记得支持他的新书。

好遗憾自己不再像以前那样强，最近老是想打起精神却力不从心。好不明白为什么会变成这样，是不是心态问题？昨天发现自己到底21岁的目标是什么？怎么会那么模糊？难道我没设定目标吗？真是可笑哦。

好啦，今天我去找回目标与冲劲，养足精神，明天我要努力工作，精益求精。等我好消息。

1/4 It's pain

I went back to the office to attend the meeting today. I decided to go back early and rejected dinner with colleagues and manager. Not I was proud, I just felt tired.

When I walked to the bus stop, I fell down like the panda. It was hurt, and I din't felt anything when I got up. But I feel pain now. The most pain is, my jeans!! I love this jeans so much, and now!!! become like this!!

I bought myself a mask. I hope it is nice.

Journalist should not has Arrogant

Hello, I must keep many things I just learnt in my head. I am very sure I am the worst newbie, because I am stubborn!

I just understood why I always go the thing right, not do the right thing. Because of my arrogant.

So, I have to start with zero, I am a very new beginner, everything just hope I will absorb and digest.

I think my blog just getting bored and bored. I know it's because of my job, I am very tired when I get back from office. Not my job is tiring, it's the journey is tiring.

You will understand why girls like to shopping. I know, because of new clothes and release stress.

I am not over with my diet, I just scare I will be very pale and my collar bone is horrible and ugly. T^T Don't.

I have 3 days off, I must rest as much as I can, and start my new week energetically, do my best for everything. I knew what I wrong, I will remember it.

Thanks god. and everything.

I feel I am lonely and alone, because I can't go Beautiful Show. =( My dear Gikwang.