3/31/2010

1/4 Dream.

The earth turn around.
My mind turn around upside down.
Your photo is here, sometimes is charming but sometimes it make me sad.
Would you come to my dream?
Really miss you.

(What the hell I wrote this!)

iish..........

Last night, I doing my calculation revision, I hope I remembered it.
I find the colorful pen and dropped down the formula.

File Size / Data transfer rate = Time taken

Audio File size = c x s x b x t

Then,

13=14



3/30/2010

1/4 Complete

Some words from our eeteuk sshi:
特特的话 :

▶SuperJunior是我的一切

李特对于SuperJunior的热爱是与众不同的。虽然正在作为主持人活跃着,但是最先被重视的是作为SuperJunior成员这一事实。2009年因为第三张专辑《Sorry Sorry》的大成功而感受到了充实的意义,但是因为几名成员不好的消息,心里很不舒服。

“2009年对于SuperJunior来说是意义深刻的一年。但是,韩庚的离去和强仁的事故永远是心痛的事情。强仁初次犯错时,我鼓励他说‘没关系’,但是第二次犯错时,我斥责了他,因为感到很失望。即使如此,强仁也是珍贵的同事。韩庚也同样,不管什么时候回来都会热情地迎接他。”

“在台丶湾演唱会上,看到当地的明星们在观众席上跟着跳《Sorry Sorry》舞蹈时,真的非常开心。现在有了正式开始海外活动的自信。但是,缺少了几名成员,这点很遗憾。因为13个人全部聚在一起才是真正的SuperJunior。”

Eeteuk is the leader.......Everyone know he already put all effort in Super Junior.
And then, we hope Super Junior 13 forever. 13 is always in our mind.

Hope my mum recover soon!
My sisters all the best!
My dad can rest for awhile from taking care of my mum.
I will try to work hard.

3/29/2010

1/4 承诺

话说承诺了的事,是不会改变的。那么,这世界上的事情变幻莫测,有什么事是不能改变的?

是爱?那你就是白痴,那都是假的!
我不相信爱情,我相信我自己的爱。我爱我自己,我爱家人,我爱我的一些朋友,我爱我的偶像,我爱我拥有的一切。

因此,我学习感恩。我不会盲目地去追求别人对于自己的爱,因为我比较喜欢我爱你的感觉。
被爱不是幸福的,反而学习如何去爱才是值得高兴的事。

如果你对我说:我的某某某很爱我。
我会说:我没人爱,但是我学习如何去爱。

爱的定义有很多,不能单单只是看男女间的爱,那是肤浅。
我现在很满足,只希望大家都充满着大爱。
希望我妈妈快快康复,大家都健康!
艺声的爸爸也是阿!
1217♥슈주

3/28/2010

1/4 Start from now

Haish! How come I din't notice about the Odonata's novel competition?
If I start it now, it will be okay? I'm focus on the thing I want, and may be it will mix up the super junior's story inside.

I hope I can do it.

I LOVE YOU. ♥

3/27/2010

1/4 这样的我。

为什么“这样的我”后面要加句号?因为对我而言,我自己就是这个样子,句号。哈哈哈,我是小器鬼,不怕对大家说。我的小器就像银赫那种,给你一个反射性反应。呵呵呵……随后我还会在你背后讲你的坏话,只限于特定的人选才能听到我在说人坏话。我是小器,又怎样?!

还有阿,我说了算,我爱说。但是我很快就忘记伤害,但是只要你在我伤口上面吹一吹,我又会旧事重提。那你就要准备被我说了。

我发现了身边有些人不会珍惜我,我也会忽视他们。然而只要还是需要我的,我还是会先去聆听再看看我是否能不计较地去帮助。有时候我都还是放不下,我还是小心眼。我就是这样。

(有谁不是这样?如果真的有什么不计较,不讨厌,不什么什么的人,那应该去当神,当菩萨了!何必当个平凡人?)

现在的我,学习感恩。珍惜身边的东西,珍惜机会,珍惜我知道却完全不认识我的人。我珍惜现在这一些朋友(自己心知肚明),我珍惜我家里的一切,家人。

前几天发什么神经,自己也不晓得。发了三封简信给家人,两封给妹妹,一封给正在养病的妈妈。给妹妹的:(我忘了内容)

学习感恩。我爱你。

给妈妈的:
学习照顾自己,妹妹在家里会很乖。喜欢SJ不是没有原因的,相信他们会学到好的东西。就比如说,东海-一个感恩的孩子。我爱你。

我从来不乏这种简信给家人,因为我觉得这种太过亲的字眼很难在我家里出现。昨天去了KLCC那里,原因是想出去呼吸不一样的空气,看看不一样的人群。总算释怀了好多,我相信妈妈一定很快会好起来的!还叮咛爸爸好好照顾自己,别累坏了。还有,妹妹,我相信他一定会学习感恩,学习当个好孩子。

我想要有一天别人问我们有什么东西值得我们去骄傲的,我会希望我们这三个小孩子会回答:

我们崇拜共同的偶像,不单只是崇拜那么简单。他们也有值得我们去学习的东西!
……我们学会了当个好孩子!

这样的话,我会觉得很了不起。我不要妈妈觉得我们崇拜偶像就是坏的影响,其实是有好的一面!我爱SJ,我是真的很喜欢了。喜欢,是言语都不能形容的。


3/26/2010

1/4 Complicated

AhWing now is having a complicated relationship
with Cho Kyuhyun and Lee Sungmin.



Nothing to write.

3/25/2010

1/4 Garfield

I bought a n box of new plaster.
Garfield.

Hope my mom recover soon!
I will try my best in everything.

3/24/2010

1/4 Cheeze.....

I love cheese cake.
Ha~ for a long time already,
KIMCHI!

What the heck I want Kimchi!
Then, kimchi-kimchi-kimchi........

Somebodies went to Pavilion at Saturday!
Then, I miss the concert.
But I have to continue the real life.
Huhu.....Hope mum recover soon!

Love you all!

3/22/2010

1/4 Back to the normal

I have too much tears these few days.
I cried, and cried.

I hope mt sister will back to the normal.
Our Malaysia's Super Show end already I hope,
Turn back to the normal.

My mum, she was sick since last week.
I can't do anything.
When I call back to home wish to chat with her,
her voice is so weak.
I can't control myself, I cried.

She complaint about someone keep looking for SJ
And she felt regret to let her go.
I am speechless, I love SJ too!
And please don't let mum perceive that SJ is a bad influence!
They are nice, they are charming!
Donghae love his parent, why we just can't do it?

I love my parent.
Please take this message as a reminder,
Love them always!

these few days, my mood was so complicated.
I am very down now.
Even my face look like a ghost.

Appreciate. Everything.

3/21/2010

1/4 [原创] 幸福

这可以说是一则生活小启示。

有人说,幸福是一个无色无嗅,无形物体的东西;也有人说了拥有着的东西就是幸福。那他到底是什么?其实感恩就是幸福。话说回来,一个人就算拥有了物质上的所有却没有什么情感的交际,那他的生活会是一场梦!一切就像是亦醒亦睡,醒着像睡着,睡着像醒着。

其实我是在想,一个人的生命中有很多段故事,亲情,友情,钱财,事业等等。讷么会让大家刻骨铭心的会是什么?现在的我呢,我会说了目前为止最让我感动的事情是活在当下,偶尔缅怀过去,经常展望未来。

现在是活在现实里,晚上睡觉休息时应该去梦的时候就放胆去梦。好久没有好好的法一场好梦了,一场完整的梦。这是好还是坏?那是很难解释的。但是有人说‘别发梦了!’ 那有梦才会去追的人去了哪里?他们都在哪里?敢梦敢想的人才是勇敢的,应为他们会为梦想而努力,而追逐!
我喜欢这种感觉。

很多事情会经过我们的生命,然而它会否停留在你心里,就看它能否给你带来启示与回忆。从等待到过去可以说是很短的一段时间,它真的可以短得吓人,一眨眼就过去了。有时候想把有些事情给抓回来留在回忆里去无能为力,只能怪自己不够专心。

珍惜·追梦·铭记于心

1/4 LOVE

Just because of 13, I felt my love tonight.
Before the Super Show start, I never know how crazy In was.
Before I see you all, I don't know how excited I was.
Before I think deeply, I don't know how I love you all!

I couldn't believe that it was pass,
I couldn't believe that it just like a dream.
My dream, my dream,
I wanna cry.

When we took the taxi, Charissa was so sick.
I felt a little bit down. And we just started to talk.
We notice about hangeng and kibum.
Hangeng not really include in the short intro and even kibum is no more!
How could this happen?
I don't understand!

I enjoy the show
I enjoy when eunhyuk stood in front of our guys
I enjoy when Kyuhyun sang the
I enjoy the moment when sungmin turn over our side
I enjoy everything.

I sad , because it passed.
I sad , because it maybe a long time you guys will come.
I sad , because it is real.
I sad , because I love you guys too deep.

But, I have to look forward.
Wait for Super Ah Wing, Can?

PS:So happy me, because the


3/19/2010

1/4 Vitamin

Yah! Are you sure? SURE?
I really wanna meet them lah, The near distance.

Erm.......Eeteuk sshi, is that true?
My mama love you so much bah! Haha~~
1 more day, I will see them!
1 more dayyyyyy!!!!!

Yay~~~Wohoooo~~
Hope you love me. Yah!

Give vitamin!

3/17/2010

1/4 mine?

wow...guys, SS2 coming soon!
hahaha.....I'm so excited but I'm not that obvious.

SNSD's Run devil run is so awesome!
wahahaha.......

SS2, can I wait for SS3?
I want SS3!!!
And I'm trying continue study at.........Korea.

UK better...I know.

3/15/2010

1/4 Sleepy

why today I feel sleepy?
1,2,3......Should I ?

Then, I wanna ask why everybody said I like Sungmin sshi?
Before that I like Kyuhyun sshi more than Sungmin sshi dah!?
Haha. Whatever...

chinese writing assignment part almost complete.
Next is e-publishing and chinese writing part2.

Fighting!

3/13/2010

1/4 Unexpected


I don't know why I bought this......

1/4 7days

I'm sick. So sick!
My mind is so blank......

BLANK

Chewing gum. Chew chew chew.....so chewy

Where are you?

Nothing.

I'm crazy.

YaY! 7 days left.......
see you there!

3/12/2010

1/4 Korean

Guys, listen here. Yesterday I went carefour with friends
for buying the groceries.
Happy buying.
Suddenly, Friend A saw a guy and the guy wink to her and smile.
OMG~why this kind of people so obsess of himself?

HUH?

When we going to pay or leave, she start asking us to help her to get the guy's number.
OMG~~~And we followed them for awhile and they disappear.
Speechless....... My first time to do this kind of thing.
And that is so embarrassing.
Gosh~~

When we really wanna to leave because I am so tired!
But she still want to give him the number.
What I do, I ask her borrow the paper and pen from counter and give him.
Who knows, she don't dare to go nearer!

And I really can't stand this kind of thing, I grab the paper and go.

You know what I did?

"Excuse me, can you speak English? This is my friend's number. She want to be friend with you.Thank you. "

And Friend B said they are Korean.
Conclusion, I spoke English to the Korean person.
=="

When we about to leave, SUPER JUNIOR!
Wow~~Whole magazine is super junior!
I bought 2, 1 is for me, 1 is for WONG YEE MEI.


3/11/2010

1/4 Improvement

I enjoyed the process that I tried best.
I also the feeling right now.

Dad and Mum, I will always try my best.

And I want a new phone.
But I know I cant.
Try to control myself.

Super Junior poster!!!

PS:Sorry KangIn......

3/09/2010

1/4 Travel.

Cindy and me made a promise,
We will meet at Korea in the future.

Let she try my pumpkin porridge,
just thinking, maybe Sungmin will like it.
hahaha~

And I like travel, bag pack travel by myself and someone I know.
Dear Wong YeeMei, I know you will come along.
Others?

Huh, start from now, I keep liking what I like
I keep going on,
going on , going on and on .......

Fighting!

Charissa, sorry, I din't hear you.
Don't call me Mrs.Sungmin. Wakakaka

1/4 Nothing makes me tired

Trying to tell myself,
I am Super Ahwing, never get tired!

3/08/2010

1/4 华文一篇

想要说的是,谁说等待是一种幸福?
他X的。我现在在图书馆等两个人,
是不是电话有问题?我发过去的是下午两点半,
现在我等了你们四十五分钟,好意思么?
看错时间,我原谅。可是,这个样子,我们的作业怎么完成呢?
头开始很乱,第四周,第五周就快要交作业了。

20号还以为老师能够把它改早的课,那时候我就能摇摇脚
慢慢走去演唱会现场,现在怎知道
我必须赶完作业呈现后,三步当两步跳去哪里。

我囧。俺现在一个人在图书馆找了一些有关没关的华文作业资料。
冷气很冷,我的心,更冷。
那个就是心寒。我很抱歉,最近情绪不是很稳定。
成绩就在星期四出来,作业在下两个星期就要交却还没出个头绪,
我的亲爱的SJr,看起来风平浪静,我不能这么想。

哎,这是自讨苦吃么?我不知道。
下午三点二十五分,我快冻僵了。
我的组员都去了哪里?我真的就快要爆炸了,
《原谅我》就是那么嘴贱,就是那么暴躁,就是那么难以捉摸,
晚上的时候,真的很热,我想要把风扇开地掉下来,
亲爱的室友,体谅我吧!

我对自己很无言。就连看一篇贤兔的小说都在哭。
问题在于它的岁月对比方式。
哦,我很喜欢。
让我哭吧……TT

3/07/2010

1/4 Forgive me

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pTFCwuagwSk

today, I found something shock me also.
Kyuhyun sang a song in Taiwan Super Show.
《原谅我》by萧敬腾。
wow! He is awesome! His voice is so nice!
And with this song, It's perfect!

Hope Kyuhyun can sing it again and I wanna it in mp3 format!
OMG I seems like dragged into a deep water.

Strongly recommended 《原谅我》 by Kyuhyun.
So lovely~~~walao eh!

3/06/2010

1/4 Oh! Shock me!

Today, we went to the Carefour.
While we looked for the stationaries, I heard

전에 알던 내가 아냐 Brand New Sound
새로워진 나와 함께 One More Round
Dance Dance Dance To Me Promise Town
오빠 오빠 I'll I'll Down Down Down Down

Wow! I though is SweeYie's ringtone.
SweeYie though is my ringtone.
We were wrong.
'It was the malay girls beside us!!

And we said "Oh!"
Wahaha.......The music was come from the malay girl.
faint ...

3/05/2010

1/4 Extension

Waaa~~How come the extension that I bought can't use?
yerrrr...........Can't sleep more and it make me sweat!

Wow, the weather is just like [BURNING] lah weh!
and still, I am a kid, please don't asking me that kind of question.
It's difficult to me to answer.
Should start my assignment tomorrow,
and work hard for it.

If everything can extend, I want to extend my life.
Can?

Wait, I won't.
Because of some reason, No.
Haha....

Christina, don't think I am changing.
I am still a kid. KID !!!

3/04/2010

1/4 It's warm!

Wow, what our earth going on?
It's so warm, dry and the atmosphere is sad.
How come?

I am in the place that I study right now,
It does not suit me. I love my home, the place which give me a shade,
I love my home.

Then, I hope everything is well.
I want change, DEAR YEEMEI told me that Siwon had slimed 8 kgs!
wow,8 kgs in 3 weeks! For me, I can buy that jean already.
JEANS!

Haha.....Support me. I'm SUPER AHWING!

Then how was my pumpkin porridge?
I will cook it tonight later.

And IT'S HOT !!!!
ARGH~~~~~~


3/03/2010

1/4 127 days

This is the 127th days.
It's already over a hundred, I'm fine.

Just realize it went deep, deepest in my heart.
keep praying praying and praying it's not the truth.
So I run away from it every times ,
I admit, It is hurt.

Nothing I can do, just wait for that day that I can see you.
Hope everything going well .

감사합니다