1/4 I will treat you eat when I am success

I worked for part time today.

Before I leave the place, I talked to the aunty who work there also.

She was nice, Just like someone elder taking care at you.

Then I told her today is my last day to work at here.

She said : hope you all the best and success in future.

I keep her word in my heart and thanks her.

That was my parent wish too!

And I promise that when I success, I have to treat her a nice meal.

I keep it as my target, when I success, I have to thank to the people always support me.

And I still remember she said, I am on the way to the succeed.

I felt so warm about that.

Aunty, Thanks for your encouragement.

Wait until I am success, I treat you eat yah!

I am on the way to succeed!

1/4 I will appreciate all the things!

Today, I went to Jusco to have some vegetables and some fruits.

It so amazing that our practical end super early.

I have an ice-cream and then go to buy my stuffs.

I took a RM0.60 vege then I want to pay it.

Then, I saw an old man which looked sick and poor having the RM 0.60 vegetable also!

The vegetables are still fresh but they are not complete like they have the whole body to the leaf.

Then I started feel ashame and regret it. I suppose to let other people who more needed the cheaper vegetable to have it.

But I din't!

Oh my God, what I had did?!

I feel so sad when I saw him having the two packet of the cheap vegetable.

I will never eat the cheap vegetable again.

I should let other who need the cheap vegetable. Because they can effort the cheaper stuffs!

If they buy the expensive stuffs, it like their life will goes harder because their money is not enough!

OMO TT I should not do that again.

Umma, I am fine. ^^

1/4 Umma, I miss you

I saw yeemei's post. I miss umma suddenly.

I ate a lot today. Umma, can you hear me?

Teach me what to do for my next step. I am super surprise that you appear in my dream when I missed you.

How to say? Is that the bond between us?

And then umma, I got a part time job. And should I continue do it?

Hehe, I am fine. When I say I am fine mean that I really fine.

Some problem, I will solve it myself.

Don't worry. I try to love everyone.

I still remember you said try my best to treat others.

I try, but do people try back to me?

I don't know. And also don't want to know, because it is cruel.

I hope you are fine. And then I believe my heart is always guarded by you.

And I will take care of myself and family.

When I miss you, I wish to hear your voice.

I still remember your voice.

1/4 Not every single thing is perfect!

I was damn bloody down just now. And I cried for awhile.

I din't know my tears are no longer like a "water supplier",

I keep forcing myself to cry. And failed.

It's time to measure my boundary,

It's that over? What do you think about me?

It's sure I am not perfect,

It's sure I am not kind,

It's sure I am stupid for something,

It's sure I am emo,

Some times, I need compliment

I need space,

I need time.

Just to forget what I did and

recover myself.

Is it my fault?

Yes? No ?

Time can prove it. I love you, Ah Wing.

I have multi-character.

If you love me, stay.

If you hate me, just leave.

I hate the negative charge that you gave me,

I hope I will receive the positive charge.

Shoo~

Yes, I am ignoring you.

Yes, I hate you.

Yes, I love myself.

That is who I am, and

I love everything in my life.

And I try to be happy and neutral.

I love what my mum said :Don't care what other think about you; Just be yourself:

=)

1/4 I will go on without you

Suddenly, I recall JJ's song

I will go on without her, like a fool who is too sure

I like a bird who lose the wing a fire without its' flame.

It comes out suddenly. And I remember that yesterday

Charissa and I were in KLCC Parksons.

The magic ball answer me, Out-look good!

Is that true?I have no idea, and I don't think so.

Am I a fool? trying to be smart, trying to be cruel, trying to be tough.

Doesn't matter if you don't appreciate me.

I am my fathers' daughter, I am my mums' daughter, and I am a sister.

How could I be the pity one?

I am fine now, super fine!

I use everyday nicely.

I love myself. And trying hard to accept this world. It is cruel.

Hi, back tong English.

1/4 我的生命值多少钱？

哎~ 今天的政治与联邦宪法课搞得我晕头转向。

有听没懂的，连我自己都不好意思问老师。只好回来自己埋头苦干。

TT 话说我自己要减肥都减去哪儿了？

看着看着，都觉得我是笨蛋！ 啊！

怎么了？没事吧~多希望有个人这样关心我。

有吗？

我找着，找着，还是没有。怎么说？

就是这样吧。很难。

对我来说， 恨一个人很难；爱一个人，更加难！啊！

大笨蛋，我就是大笨蛋！

还有阿~我应该加加油了！

生命不能留白，我要好好把自己的生活弄得更值钱！

1/4 预备，开始！

好多作业陆续有来，我忙得不可开交。

我这个人说好要减肥可是都还一直把食物往嘴里塞。

我这怎么了？！ 不是自己没毅力，而是自己懒惰虫。

近日来，有好多东西都不太顺，有好多身边的东西都看不顺眼。

人，事，物……统统都有。 世界怎么了？ 我怎么了？

看起来，我还不是凡夫俗子，还需要适应。

水瓶座，不喜欢拘束，不喜欢唠叨，不喜欢限制，不喜欢被管制。

可是我还有纪律，还有分寸，还有底线。

我很可以容忍一个人，但是一旦到了一个水平线，我就会爆发

我不爆发，是因为我尊重那个人。如果我无视你，算你倒霉。

我从现在开始要向你宣战，打倒你！- 肥油！

我忍了你好久，我不说出来是因为你是我生活中的一部份，

不要以为你自己甩不掉就一直向我炫耀！

你这是什么态度？！

还有，我自己讲话真的要改进，真的不要伤人，不要干扰别人。

因为我自己最近总觉得每一个人的每一句话总冲着我来，为什么？

我爱故我在，我没做伤天害理的事，我只做我喜欢的事。

你不能以我的出发点为我的内心，你永远不懂……

TT

1/4 冰淇淋记

今天出游去了，我们去找冰淇淋。在PJ的冰淇淋。

这样的东西是我在网上得知的，很有趣。

The Bee，这一家咖啡厅，很有格调。想要一个慵懒的下午，这里是最适合不过了！

走进Jaya One, 就知道这里不是白领就是贵族的地方。

好多豪华汽车经过，但是这里也不失幽静，好像来到了另一个地方，

我忘了我存在的城市。

我好喜欢这咖啡厅的灯饰，很简单却不会少了那种华丽。

咖啡厅里播放着一些非主流的英文歌，感觉很好。

在走进这家咖啡厅的时候，我就发现了这里的有趣之处。

就是这样的“特区”， 黑色古典家具，配上身后的大型黑板作为“今日优惠” 的点缀，

感觉就是 “赞”！

Red Velvet,我们的餐后甜点，虽然有一点贵，但是滋味要尝了才知道，

是多么的香！

接下来是我们的主食，土豆培根沙拉，和乡村鸡肉三文治。

和我们在各大快餐或西餐厅吃的不同，另有一番风味哦！

强力推荐沙拉！

当然少不了我们的冰淇淋！

冰淇淋业者告诉我，Nutella, Horlicks 还有 Malt and Peanut butter 的是热销，

但是我们去到都已经售完了！

只能尝尝新口味，黑啤酒还有法式土司。

口感应该怎么说，滑而不油，顺口而不腻嘴，香而甜。

尤其是黑啤酒口味，越尝越香！

一定要试一试！

1/4 等到了

哎呀呀，终于等到要访问的对象给于的答复了。

我要努力的还有很多呢！怎么说呢？

我还有好多作业要做，我还有好多梦要发，

我还有好多钱要用呢！

未来会是什么样？我很好奇，

如果我努力，我会很期待。

然后是说，我星期四会去吃冰淇淋，我期待。

^^

1/4 古早味

我今天出去附近超市走走，发现了弹珠汽水！

我是好奇宝宝，买下了汽水，回宿舍喝。

摸不着头脑，那怎么开的，弄了半天，

只要按下粉红色的盖子，就得了~

哪里知道这汽水的威力那么强大~

“珠子” 水压力掉进了瓶子里， “乒乓”一响~

水花四溅，美丽的汽水水花随附在我的电脑，桌子，墙壁上。

但是，我很喜欢这样的感觉， 原来旧时候小孩的童年如此简单，而且快乐。

1/4 梦，星座，我

我从来没有否认过星座的厉害。

我相信极了星座对我的说法。

但是，那是我，不是可以造假出来的。

梦，是我编织出来的。

1/4 啊呜~

哎哎哎哎~~ 我的时间就是那么满。

满~满~满……我正在做一个作业~

写一篇文，然后呢，我想要访问，或者能够吃到那个冰淇淋！

啊~~

刚才拨了一通电话给那个冰淇淋业者。

然后呢，我真的很希望能够面对面访问，因为我们能够知道得更多~

而且还能看到本尊是最好不过了~啊哈哈哈……

The Last Polka ice-cream 这个名字很陌生。

因为他们很忙，所以我也希望他们能百忙之中应酬我吧~

拜托……

啊啊啊啊~

我很想去吃……冰淇淋……冰淇淋……The Last Polka ice-cream

啊~~~天啊，拜托你帮帮我，希望我可以预约到吧~

我很用心在做，我加油咯！

敏敏，别想我啦~

1/4 那个是什么？！

我是真的很乱一下。为什么？！

因为我就是乱…… @@

啊，那个，草莓， 负负得正就忘了它吧~

阿乌……我这个人是想要吃什么？ 我肚子饿了，

在星巴克，这里环境是不错但是就是冷了一些吧~

Feature writing, 我应该谢谢什么出来呢？

昨晚上，我梦见妈妈了。我们的对话很奇怪。 ==

我自己都觉得很好笑……

看来我们都在梦里沟通呢！

啊~~叹个长气，我还要努力呢！

今天到这里。

再见了！

1/4 烙印在虚拟里的真实世界

今天，给自己买了部相机。

半专业。还不错呀。

你看看~

开始觉得自己活得越来越不真实，因为

梦想，太远。总觉得可以实现的，原来在现实生活，都是不太可能的。

梦想，梦想……梦梦就好，当成推动力吧。

理想，就不同了。那是自己想要的

，而且都是觉得自己可以比较不费力地去实现的。

我呢，要把梦想幻化成理想。

我做得到，别小看我了。

我绝对能做得比你好！

等着瞧吧！

1/4 图书馆的冬季

嗨~我又来乱了。星期一，我和柠檬水。

很可爱吧，柠檬水飘飘飘~

后面是Super Junior 呗

接下来，星期三，我们去Pasar Malam 。

在丽琦家，看电视。哦哦哦~我想念电视机吧。

家里的感觉，真好。
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华丽的现时分隔线
现在是晚上八点零八分。我在图书馆，享受寒冷的冬夜。

下次要享受冰冻的感觉，晚上来图书馆吧！

给你们看看我们图书馆，很宁静吧。

但是有我在，就不一样了 XD。

话说回来，本人是没有什么要求，因为我只是要读好书，减肥！

而已。

还有，这个学期真的要用到相机？！

可以买架吧？

啊。我会努力的！

加油咯！

敏敏，你别被坏人抓去了~