1/4 NAIK GILA SUDDENLY

Hii~~~ I am having my dinner and it is muaah~ niceeeee. But hor~ oily nyaaaa. =( Nevermind, once in a while it is okay laa. And also have the Tong Shui - Red Bean Soup as my dessert. Oh! I like it!!

Today when I start to gila Gikwang, I search his images. Wow~ There is a lot !! And there is an image attract me. He almost half naked on the inkigayo performance stage. @@ And I found the video. =D Crazy man! His body was HOT! TT (imma not pervert)




Then, I found the remix . It is Okay~ nice, but I prefer the original version. =( When I watch this performance, OMG! Dongwoon's hair was ... =O I hope to be his stylist. Sure he will have a better hair style at that time.






And then, THESE ARE GIKWANG'S AND DONGWOON'S TURN!

(Ahahaha ... So cute)

The only bad thing about him is ... his lips. I only dislike his lips. It's weird =(

I tell you, Dogwoon is always cute.

His blonde hair makes him looks cuter!

Oh, Mr.Junhyung, I never know you have muscle also. =(

1/4 UKISS 0330 lyric

LYRICS:

Intro)
yo listen up this is my tragic story just to break inmy heart

Chorus A)
na ajikdo neoreul jiul su eobseo
jakkujakku niga saenggangna
niga neomu bogo sipeo
bamsae hansumdo jal su eobseo
nae mam changmuneul dudeurineun bissori
niga tteona beorin geujari
neomunado geuriwoseo
bamsae hansumdo jal su eobseo nan

Rap2)
AJ – bitgil bikyeo jinaganeun neoui dwit moseup / amu geotdo hal su eomneun naneun geodeup
haeseo maeil nan tto huhoereul hae mianhae / gidohaeI want you to be back
I can’t gyeondil su eobseo nega / eomneun harunikka chameul su eobseo nungae nunmul heulleo naega
again neoreul ijeul su isseulkka / eonjekkaji naneun ireolkka

Chorus A)
na ajikdo neoreul jiul su eobseo
jakkujakku niga saenggangna
niga neomu bogo sipeo
bamsae hansumdo jal su eobseo
nae mam changmuneul dudeurineun bissori
niga tteona beorin geujari
neomunado geuriwoseo
bamsae hansumdo jal su eobseo nan

Chorus B)
o ireon oneulbamdo oneulbamdo Her

Rap1)
bamsae neoman saenggakhae naneun jal su eobseo / why did i turn on this love show
neowa naui sain meoreojyeosseo / naega i sarangui hainieosseo
Why did we fight urin wae iraenneunde
Did you lose the sight urin saranghaenneunde
naega wae i sungan meomchwo inneunde baboya naega pillyohan geon baro neoya

Rap3)
eokkaega chuk neureojyeo inneun neo / hansumman ttang kkeojige swineun neo
dapdaphan gaseumman tangtang chineun neo / duson moa haneurege gido haneun neo
ilgeorago moseubi naneun sangsangi ga / uri da itja jiuja nappeun gieokdeureul da
(I’m sorry) neoga eotteolji ara / mianhadan mal bakke hal su eomneun na

Chorus A)
na ajikdo neoreul jiul su eobseo
jakkujakku niga saenggangna
niga neomu bogo sipeo
bamsae hansumdo jal su eobseo
naemam changmuneul dudeurineun bissori
niga tteona beorin geujari
neomunado geuriwoseo
bamsae hansumdo jal su eobseo nan

Chorus B)
o ireon oneulbamdo oneulbamdo Her

Hook)
Y&I uriui kkeun nochima / don’t denyour
naege wa ije da gwaenchanha / dasi dasi da modeungeol sijakhaneun geoya

bamsae hansumdo jal su eobseo

//

TRANSLATION:

(Eli) Yo listen up this is my tragic story just to break into my heart

(Hoon) I still cannot erase you
I keep thinking about you
I really miss you
(U-Kiss) I cannot sleep at all at night
(Hoon) The sound of the raindrops hitting on the window of my heart
The place that you left
I really miss you
(U-Kiss) And I cannot sleep at all at night

(AJ) The view of your back, leaving me on this rainy road
Because I couldn’t do anything again,
I regret it again everyday. I’m sorry,
I pray, I want you to be back.
I can’t. I can’t stand it. I cannot stand a day without you.
My tears are falling again.
Will I be able to forget you? When will I be like that till?

(Soohyun) I still cannot erase you
I keep thinking about you
I really miss you
(U-Kiss) I cannot sleep at all at night
(Soohyun) The sound of the raindrops hitting on the window of my heart
The place that you left
I really miss you
(U-Kiss) And I cannot sleep at all at night

(Kiseop) Oh tonight again, tonight again, her

(Eli) I keep thinking of you at night, I cannot sleep
Why did I turn on this love show
The distance between us has increased
I was the servant of this love
Why did we fight? Why were we like that?
Did you lose the sight? We used to be in love.
Why am I stuck in this moment? The one I need is you, silly.

(Dongho) You, drooping your shoulders
You, taking a rest on the ground
You, hitting your chest in frustration
You, praying with your two hands to the sky
I think of you getting up. Let’s forget and erase all our bad memories.
(I’m sorry) How would you? I cannot say anything besides ‘I’m sorry’.

(Kevin) I still cannot erase you
I keep thinking about you
I really miss you
(U-Kiss) I cannot sleep at all at night
(Kevin) The sound of the raindrops hitting on the window of my heart
The place that you left
I really miss you
(U-Kiss) And I cannot sleep at all at night

(Kevin) Oh tonight again, tonight again, her

(Eli, AJ, Dongho) You and I, don’t cut our cord.
Don’t deny our r²π
Come to me, everything is fine now.
We will start everything over, over again.

(U-Kiss) I cannot sleep at all at night

(Hoon) I still cannot erase you
I keep thinking about you
I really miss you
(U-Kiss) I cannot sleep at all at night
(Kevin) The sound of the raindrops hitting on the window of my heart
The place that you left
I really miss you
(U-Kiss) And I cannot sleep at all at night

1/4 应该学习孤单

你好，很抱歉昨天突然之间发神经，写出了一篇很吓人的博文。若造成任何不安，请见谅。因为我也是人，也有脾气，也有很想发泄的时候。非常抱歉我的腹部，还有我的小病，我昨天伤害了你，小腹。我拉伤了你的肌肉，还强逼你完成运动。我这变态！还有，抱歉小病，我做了不该做的运动，增加你的负担。我以后不会这样的了……

今天华文课讲师让我们班上的同学都去见他，原来是要给我们礼物。哦，我来学院这么久，没见过这么用心的讲师，有一点点感动，原来还真的是有人那么用心生活。我不是没心没肺，我不是没有用心生活，我的心在，可是灵魂有一点出窍。我说了，“我的心，真的很脆弱。 不容易碎，却容易隐隐作痛。”就是这烟，我不脆弱可是就是容易疼。我除了喜欢想东西之外，就是喜欢动。所以如果我不能动，我会疯掉。

最近我越来越敏感，我也害怕一个人，那是因为我有太多空间，太多的想法。有时候真的是很害怕寂寞。我明白世界上不止我一个人寂寞，但是寂寞的当下我还是会觉得非常寂寞，因为没有任何我说话，没有人能够看透我的心思。我希望有这么一个人。（你慢慢啦）

当我开心没事做的时候，我喜欢照相。非常抱歉我是这样的一个人。我不是不用心，而是我的细胞太多，要想的事情也太多。

值得推荐的一首新歌，U-KISS的 <0330> 真的很好听，和以往的曲风大大不同。MV也很不错哦！

1/4 U kiss 0330

OMG NICE SONG!!!!!! I CAN'T BELIEVE UKISS NEW SONG CAN BE NICE LIKE THIS!

1/4 火山

那么久了，还记得那些事情干什么？有时人家说的“岁月能够洗涤一切”，也会有腐朽的一刻。岁月的确能够为一个人洗涤心灵与记忆，让曾经深刻的事情都淡化掉。我希望岁月能够为我清除一切，包括我的坏脾气。

我是火爆青年，至今仍是一样。以前的火爆是活火山的模式；如今只能当个睡火山，积久了还是会爆炸，甚至杀伤力惊人。我想当个死火山，可是这还得了？那人家岂不是会在太岁头上动土？我会咬东西，撕东西，丢东西，还会砸东西。现在我找到了一个对自己好的事情，狂做有的没的运动。

仰卧起坐做得快，头很晕，很喘。但是能够泄气，让自己冷静下来的方法只有这一个。搞得自己腰酸背痛，真是活该。运动完毕，又喘又晕又累，我无力了。我喘得好大声，大口呼吸，补充氧气，因为我还要活的，只是发泄而已。

我不管我现在能不能做这运动，我做了，一口气多少下我忘了。腾空踩脚车，我也做了，我的脚很累很酸，很无力。

我是失败者。我是掌控情绪，掌控生活甚至是未来的失败者。我能够为我自己做什么？我自己也不了解，我的想法，我的脾气，我的思维，我的礼仪，我的情绪，我什么都不会！其实我什么东西都不是咯，我现在很生气我自己，因为我自己糟蹋我自己，我真的真的很生气！ 我已经气得流眼泪了，要流就流，很了不起啊？

有本事就消失啦！王静湄，你就没有这个本事！你对生活没有勇气，对死，更加没有勇气！你就坐在角落画圈圈，直到你老为止吧！

1/4 普洱茶乌龙茶龙井茶绿茶花茶

老实说，我对茶的认识也是略知一二的。不知道什么时候开始，爸爸买了一副完整的茶具回家，其实家里的茶叶也多得喝几十年都喝不完。我最记得那罐红色罐子的茶王，几百块呢！那也要老实说一句，真的很好喝，冲泡久了也不会苦涩，反而是阵阵茶香在嘴里回甘。

Ahbi 很爱泡茶，而且头头是道，对茶道也知道不少。从刚开始的公道壶，闻香杯还有一些用具他都知道。曾经有这么想象过，爸爸退休了，妈妈和他坐在装修好的院子里，Ahbi为他们泡茶，感觉真好。恐怕这机会是无法实现的。

一年前，爸爸给我买了一大堆的普洱茶，紫藤的。说是什么减肥茶，没关系，减不了肥，还可以喝茶，真好。

在好几年前，义姐的妈妈带初来这里报道的我去吃晚餐，因此和普洱茶结下了这缘分。入口时，茶香温和，顺口而不涩，很好喝。泡久了，不会苦涩，反而甘甜，色泽浓厚，很香。在那时候，我回家以后就开始嘴里挂着普洱茶。

我看了看，这茶好像不错，有机会买罐回去慢慢喝。

我家也有这罐茉绿香片，也不错，价钱也很便宜。

啊哈~这小黑沱正是我正在喝的。虽然品质一般，但是成为平时饮料也不错。

1/4 Sunny Bubble day =)

Hallo~~~ Today I naik gila again. Charissa and I went to Jelatek, walking around, went to Great Eastern Mall, then we played bubble in the Taman.

Hello, beautiful yellow fish. How was your day? Charissa's finger nail looks interesting right? XDD

Hello, dear puppy, How was your day? do you enjoy the aircond in the pet shop? or you want to follow me and run happily in the Taman? =D

Two bottle of bubble soap from ToyRus, we are young children, we need a lot of fun! I enjoy my childhood now! Wahahaha~~~~ Big Baby.

I like this picture so much, can see my face's shape! Ahahaha~ Charissa's bubblesss!

Ahahaha~~~ This picture is interesting! Cool!

Bubbles fly fly fly high in the sky~

Big bubble.

The sun is burning! Everyone is hot! But I like the sun burn in the sky. WARMMMM~

Lastly, I winked behind the bench. Charissa hold the cameraa~~

What a nice day!

1/4 Kepong Taman Metropolitan

周末的早上，我九点多就已经醒了。精神爽朗，风和日丽。对我来说，这是一个美好的早晨。起身准备早餐，喝果汁，然后准备笔记。老师“私人醒”的笔记真是多字到我头昏脑胀，我先跟着Guidline 完成了一份笔记。

随后，身上的虫开始发作，想出去。起初我想去健身房，但是我没那个入门票TT；接着，想要打羽球，却因之前朋友懒惰或睡觉而领教到了躺着不动的真理。最后，我想起有一个人可能有心陪我。哦，信息了一阵子以后，我们决定去公园走走，晒晒太阳。

Taman Metropolitan Kepong， 一座座落在高速公路旁的公园。平时乘着车子在高速公路上呼啸而过，就已经看见这座公园了，总感觉这公园好大，好空旷。

这些是在网上搜索回来的图。公园中央有一个湖，是垂钓人士的圣地。但是在我们沿着这湖慢走的同时，我们看见了湖的另一边竟然满是污染，甚至还有一阵阵的臭味。真是可惜。湖边有不少空闲人士垂钓，同时我们也觉得这是年轻男女约会的好地方。 (因为人够少，又安静 啊哈哈哈哈)

公园里还有几座瞭望台，其中一座是需要爬上山坡。那是一座很斜的山坡，倒着走不会太吃力，正着走，越走越像退化的人类，像原始人了！走的我们都喘呼呼的，真想唱 "Breath in Breath out" XDDDD

有这么一段景色，湖上满是荷叶与莲花，看起来就像珍妮湖。

原来这里的黄昏可以这么写意。夕阳西下，余晖烙印在天空里久久挥不去，短暂的美景却能够让相机永恒地珍藏。

还有，这里也是个提供人们放风筝的好地方。宽阔的草地，强而温柔的风从耳边飞掠而过，是让风筝展翅高飞的主要媒介。我们刚才还看见好多人扶老携幼地来到这里，准备放风筝。

对于没有风筝的人来说，这里也有售卖各式各样的风筝，从五块钱到二十块都有哦！

走上瞭望台的那一段路，小路两旁竟然有一些乔木列成两队，整齐地立正着。看起来就像林间的悠悠小路。呼吸~呼吸~又是多么的舒畅爽朗！

原来我电话Zoom in了，就是这个样子。话说这湖还真的有水鬼呢！说起来也很好笑，Steffi说，他弟弟告诉他半夜会有一个女子从湖里浮出水面来，卖豆腐脑。 @@ 为什么就感觉上很好笑？ XDDD

哦，我发现了这个树洞，老鼠的家呢！真可爱~

这一片湖景真让人觉得舒畅。在城市里，公园算是绿洲吧，滋润人们的生活，让大家都卸下担子。

1/4 Dynamo very cheap, can I drink it?

Hello, it was a windy morning, but I feel the sunshine. Say hello to my eye bag! Hello! I like to take my selca like this. You can't see my real face. XDD

After the Chinese Creative Writing class, YSY and I went to the library to find some past year paper. When YSY finding for her Cultural reference, I saw something interesting. "Lan Bow", reminds me the Taiwanese famous dancer, JJ's kawan! Lan Bo 蓝波. Haha~

Wow~ evening, we went Jusco to buy some groceries. Oh! Dear Dynamo offer! RM19! Ahhh~~~ I should buy one and keep! Say Hi to my Dynamooo~~~ Hiiiiiii~

Dynamo is cheap, can I drink it? But I like Vegood vege drink better. @@

And lastly, my Dongwoon! Ahahaha~ His blonde is so gorgeous!

1/4 Curi curi makan

Hallo. Today was ok ok lo. I am dammit FULL like hell right now. TT I tried the Hong Kong kuey tiao from the mamak stall. Okay, I will never try the Goreng stuffs from mamak again. It makes me feel like puking now. I am super FULL!

It's my karma, I decided to eat roti boom at first, then I ordered again the Kuey Tiao. It was a very weird kuey tiao. I am damn regret now. RM4.50 for a kuey tiao which makes me feel like @@ .

I hope I can control myself next time, I wish I have a stomach which never get hungry. =( I should stop dinner start tomorrow. But I have to cook some soup for myself.

=)

1/4 Great day for my parents. When I will fully recover =(

Hi, today is a great day for my family. My dearest sister got 9 As for her SPM. If umma still here, sure she will be Super happy. I believe she knows everything we do right now. Appa sure feel console to see yimei's result.

I am proud of you, Dongsaeng. My result wasn't good, I am a failure.

Okay, we should looking forward. Sure my dongsaeng has a bright future. =D I feel very sick since I got cold. I hate it. My sore throat fully recovered, and now is cold. The weather is damn it weird, cold like hell. I hate it! I hate the foods downstairs! I need some soup. TT

When I can be fully recover? It is suffering everyday wake up and I am still like a patient. And I very get bored of my life now, I only can eat the healthy foods. It's good, but where can I find my healthy foods? Wasn't the canteen's food salty and oily?

I will make some soup for myself this weekend. Who wants to join? you must buy another soup's ingredients.

I soak my foot with hot water and apple cider. I love the hot water make me sweat, I love it makes me feel warmer.I need a healthy life. I want my healthy body back. But I am healthy. Just this ...

I must recover soon!!!!!!!

1/4 一年

妈妈，一年了，我没听到你的声音，没尝到你的菜肴……农历转了一圈，一年了。对你的思念有增无减，已经堆积成家门前的那座山了！很抱歉我没有很好的照顾自己，让自己生病。但是，以后我会努力的。

今天下雨了，好冷。真的好冷，我感冒了。妈妈，别担心，我会照顾自己的。你别再有牵挂吧，因为你应该要放手让我们生活了，这对你也好。

一年了，你让我们都长大了。我们学习比以前独立，自律。还记得你说过“没妈的孩子像根草”， 这句话我想着想着，又哭了。有你真好！

我会努力生活。

1/4 你执著了

哈咯，你好，我这里阴天，冷冷的，好舒服。上星期的时候，我很不喜欢阴天，因为那是一股股的郁闷还有一丝丝的凄凉。为什么会郁闷？因为我的身体开始不听话了，要好好照顾我自己，加上开始胡思乱想，所以心情不美，也不开朗。我是一个多愁善感的人，什么东西都会使我闷闷不乐，早前日本地震海啸已经把我吓到半死了，现在又来个女人烦恼，怎么能够不烦呢？话说回来，凄凉。是因为我不能在妈妈的逝世一周年那天去拜祭他，是有些难过啦。

这些种种因素加起来，我难过是正常的吧。但是我难过这种现象呢，对我现在来说不是很好，因为快乐因子很重要。=( 今天老师说我们的躯体只是一个臭铜壳，不要因为执著而不快乐。哦，那是我。=O 好吧，我学会让自己不去执著，但是还要照顾自己啦！

哈哈，过份执著真的让人很累，甚至意志消沉。好吧，我相信我是健康人士，只是这个小问题要好好解决哦！快乐的治疗相信会比较有效吧。我努力尝试让自己看开，放松心情。

还有一个问题我执著了。寂寞寂寞就好，所以不要一直想要有人陪。嗯，我执著了。

接下来，我会努力让自己做一个比现在还要健康的人，开心的人，看得开的人。我其实什么也不是，我只是一个热爱生命的王八蛋。

1/4 Shoo~ go away!

Heeeeello, I am here. Today's mood better, but I am still sick. Before this, I not really use "sick" to describe my condition when I am weaker than other times. Now, I am sick.

I hate sore throat, I hate every sickness that I have now, shooo~ you go away. I don't know the feeling of my stomach cramp, izzit like this? Urgh! TT

I ate 3 pieces of cakes, butter cake from the convenience store. Uhh~ sweeeet.

It is a windy and rainy day, I hate it. It makes me cold. I wear my room slippers and walk around, it makes me warm. huhu~ I will having the black bean green tea tonight, I like hot drinks now. I still cannot forget Chatime. TT AHHH~~~

Hope I recover soon!

1/4 Medicine, I see you again. It's okay

I revisited the doctor yesterday, I told him about my condition and he recommended me to check it out at the gynecology clinic. I can't stand my depression, I decided to go to the clinic to have a checking today.

I called Charissa for few times, she didn't picked up. I know she was sleeping, then I only asked PeiPei to accompany me. PeiPei is a kind girl, she came out and she looks sleepy. Thank you, PeiPei.

I told the doctor my condition TT. Doctor done the ultrasound scan for me, he showed me my uterus, he said everything is okay. All the thing function well, it's okay.

I was like a expert, I asked him about the information I found online, I think he felt @@ that I have tonnes of questions. It's okay, that is me. I want to know more.

But the weird thing is, I asked him, izzit my living style will affect my hormone, he said nope. @@ I know, I should make myself happier. I start to be happy, control my meal, get slim.

I also weighted my weight, I lost 3kgs. It's very little I only lost 3kgs since I back to college. Okay, I will keep it on.

Every doctor I met before asked me "you should lose some weight."

Ya, I must lose MANY weight!

This time, I spent RM117 for my medicine and the scan. TT How cham !

When we went back to hostel, going to go TBR to have veggie foods, we saw our classmate! wow! He ran to the bus stop, we taught he was jogging, but I think he wanted to catch a bus. Buahahaha~ Funny.

This is what I get for today. Iron supplement, and Norethisterone. I hate the Nore but I have to follow doctor's advice. TT

I try to do something to make me feel nothing, reduce my worry. I tidy up my Chinese notes, copy notes, reading, blogging, listen to songs. Okay, that is my day.

I won't forget today is SS3, Have a great day, elf!

Suju Oppas, enjoy the time in Malaysia!

PS: Don't miss me. XDDDDD

1/4 Hello, medicine, you doesn't work

Okay, Dear medicine, I hate you. I consumed you, and you make my period on time. But, you doesn't work to make it stop. I hate you. I am healthy as usual. But I read the side effects, you makes me mental depression. What the hell izzit?!

What I am thinking about is, my hormone imbalance, estrogen unstable. These make my period irregular. I am so frustrate with it. Very sorry that I have no mood to renew my blog. It drives me crazy.

I was crying in my room yesterday, and I decided to play badminton with my friend. Then, we went gym. I like the feeling of making myself tired. I try to relax myself, people told me, relaxing is the most important thing. OMG! how could I relax myself?

I like listen to Beast or G.NA's songs when I having exercise.

I think I need to have a check up after I go back to my home. Izzit my estrogen too low? I know, everything regarding to me like a boy. TT except when I am crying. @@

The medicine left 2 pills, I try to finish it and tell the doctor it is suckx. If I am not recover yet, I will revisit the doctor. I am a healthy person, hope nothing worse. Hormone imbalance, estrogen unstable is enough already.

I am a good girl, I eat vegetables! God bless me please.

1/4 Nothing for dinner

TT Today is a free day, I spent my day with IRIS and Cultural notes. And I feel very "nothing". ==

Rain.

Then I got bite by the mosquitoes! Grrrrrrrr ...

My laundry, haven't done yet. TT

I had eaten my dinner, Just some cereal drink and IKO biscuit. Lifeless ... I miss something nice like Steambot, Chae Kuey Tiao, Bak Kut Teh, Chatime, Ku lo yok, ... Arrrrrr~

My highlight-ing - mood suddenly low-battery. I stop reading, start surfing internet.

Ello, Mr. Rain, are you really harmful? Yerrrr~

1/4 A-Pink

안냉! ㅎㅎㅎㅎㅎㅎㅎㅎ....... There is a new girls group, all of them are very young. OMG. The oldest is 20 years old, the youngest is only15 ?! What the hell the new K-pop group getting younger and younger. And I feel I am OLD. =(

A-Pink has 6 members, they are Park Cho Rong, Yoon Bo mi, Jong Eun Ji, Soon Na Eun, Hoong Yu Kyeong, Kim Nam Ju and Wu Ha Young.

As what I watched on Youtube, Eun Ji is good in vocalist. She really can sing! OMG, because of her, I can't wait for their album. But please don't make me disappointed.

Here is their profile.

朴初蓉 박초롱 Park Cho Rong

1991.3.3

165cm

46kg

rap，vocal

MV：BEAST SHOCK(Japern Version)、BEAST Beautiful

尹寶美 윤보미 Yoon Bo Mi

1993.6.13

163cm

45kg

vocal，rap

MV：BEAST Beautiful

鄭恩智 정은지 Jong Eun Ji

1993.8.18

164cm

47kg

main vocal

孫娜恩 손나은 Soon Na Eun

1994.2.10

168cm

：47kg

vocal

MV：BEAST Soom [Korean Version]、BEAST Beautiful

洪宥京 홍유경 Hoong Yu Kyeong

1994.9.22

167cm

48kg

vocal

MV：BEAST Beautiful

金南珠 김남주 Kim Nam Ju

1995.4.15

165cm

46kg

rap，vocal

MV：BEAST Beautiful

吳夏英 오하영 Wu Ha Young
1996.7.19
167cm
46kg
vocal
MV：BEAST Beautiful

I accidentally found this video and Eunji was surprised me! Her voice great! Hahahaa~

Stay tune waiting for their first album.