讲话麻烦过滤

哈咯大家好。当记者以后，才发现讲话者的需要过滤。不是想知道什么就问什么，而是要想知道什么就要技巧性地把想要的答案引出来。

有时候会觉得说话是一种艺术，所以我的狗嘴是长不出什么象牙出来。我嘻沥哈啦乱七八糟就只会聊废话说烂笑话，请不要怪我太肤浅，其实我很有深度。算了，我怎么说你们都不会知道我的黑色幽默还有那很可爱的真性情。

人家说出来社会以后，要学会说话，要让自己的语言更讨人喜欢，更普及化。简单来说，多说人家喜欢听的话。LOL 我知道这样子的话有时候真的很难说出口，有时是应该不说出来会比较好的。按着良心难过地说话，这样的动作越来越多了。

人当记者，我当记者，我的过渡期看起来都好辛苦。我需要一辆车，可是都没有资格去买一辆车，就连二手都没资格。真的有一点失败。过渡期已经过了快要一个月，希望这过渡期能够快快结束，换我美好未来。

还有阿，我需要高人来教我说话的技巧，毕竟我的功夫只到山脚，根本就上不到山腰。这个星期跑外工有够充实，我喜欢。不过车费真的很吓人，希望交一个能载我上下的男友。哈哈哈哈哈，又疯了。算了，我没一天都在疯。

光光几时来接我？我都快要疯掉演唱会不能去，偶像生日不能出席，伤心欲绝。这辈子注定没有帅哥缘。看来我需要淡定生活了。

Hello, Izzit that is a part of my job?

After 3 days holidays, I feel very tired to work on today. WOOOH! I don't understand izzit a part of my job, to find a person in FB who disclose himself from suicide! I super stereotype suicide person, please do not let me to see you again! I will even prejudice you!

Damn it!

Super tired and I wish I will not eat this much start from tomorrow. Super hate myself!

你们不知道的疯狂

你好，两个星期没用华文写博客了。今天我想说，没有人会知道一个女生究竟在疯狂什么，当他自己也抓不透，摸不清自己手上的底牌时，他会去追求比他手上更美的牌。因为不知道手上的牌，所以一味认为还有更好的牌。

有些时候，自己在城市里窜来窜去，真的不知道自己到底要的是什么。在不属于自己的空间，难免找不到心里盼望的归属感，然后会在其他的地方给自己安慰。

买衣、买鞋、买保养品，这些对我来说不是闲钱才能拥有的东西，我借着心理的空虚无助，寻求物质来宠坏自己。我承认这阵子我是很宠我自己，甚至觉得自己开心就好。

我真的不排除自己有轻微的人格分裂，高中前一个样，学院时一个样，现在又是另一个自己。我的人格好复杂。那些存在或潜在的个性都好特别哦。

我昨天从报馆开会回家时，在路边跌了一跤。我昨天好喜欢自己穿得好韩剧，跌倒跌得也好韩剧，可是就没有韩剧里的男主角来拔刀相助。哎呀，现实就是如此残酷，谁叫我不是美女。这个我认命，再怎么有气质，再怎么变，骨子里都还是个恐龙妹。

我了解，我明白。我高攀不起那些所谓的帅哥美女，所以现实里的都让我很不屑。

我预购了林偶像的新书，希望可以带给我启发。我相信我一定会记得有一个人对自己是怎么执著，对别人是怎么宽容与耐心。林偶像绝对是一个我欣赏的男生，因为他的努力与对梦想韧性，我知道原来音乐真的可以让人感动。

记得支持他的新书。

好遗憾自己不再像以前那样强，最近老是想打起精神却力不从心。好不明白为什么会变成这样，是不是心态问题？昨天发现自己到底21岁的目标是什么？怎么会那么模糊？难道我没设定目标吗？真是可笑哦。

好啦，今天我去找回目标与冲劲，养足精神，明天我要努力工作，精益求精。等我好消息。

1/4 It's pain

I went back to the office to attend the meeting today. I decided to go back early and rejected dinner with colleagues and manager. Not I was proud, I just felt tired.

When I walked to the bus stop, I fell down like the panda. It was hurt, and I din't felt anything when I got up. But I feel pain now. The most pain is, my jeans!! I love this jeans so much, and now!!! become like this!!

I bought myself a mask. I hope it is nice.

Journalist should not has Arrogant

Hello, I must keep many things I just learnt in my head. I am very sure I am the worst newbie, because I am stubborn!

I just understood why I always go the thing right, not do the right thing. Because of my arrogant.

So, I have to start with zero, I am a very new beginner, everything just hope I will absorb and digest.

I think my blog just getting bored and bored. I know it's because of my job, I am very tired when I get back from office. Not my job is tiring, it's the journey is tiring.

You will understand why girls like to shopping. I know, because of new clothes and release stress.

I am not over with my diet, I just scare I will be very pale and my collar bone is horrible and ugly. T^T Don't.

I have 3 days off, I must rest as much as I can, and start my new week energetically, do my best for everything. I knew what I wrong, I will remember it.

Thanks god. and everything.

I feel I am lonely and alone, because I can't go Beautiful Show. =( My dear Gikwang.

Stop LYNAS, and stop stressing ...

Yo, I don't know why Malaysia just let the LYNAS to get in this land. Do they know it is a harmful thing? Even America and Australia also don't want this kind of thing in their country, what Malaysia thinking now?

Just wonder is that any benefit in economy? or what they will gain if they really have it ? Gosh, our motherland just become a ... I don't know what to say. T______T

Gosh I feel stress while I faced something I can't settle it easily. I don't know la, it can be solve easily, but I can't solve it easily.

Who am I?

Huh?

I tried to run my job today, alone. Just like that, do whatever I want, but with certain limit. It just me, who doing the weird thing. Okay?

I just wonder, why I like to see cute guys? HAHAHAHA, it's normal for me, but abnormal for my inner self.

Dear Gikwang, hope can see you soon!

Stupiak person ever - ME

Hello, I am still alive here. So "glad" to hear that I am not able to off next week. =( But I hope I can handle my tiredness. Weeeeheee~

I just try to do the bus interchange at the JB town Post Office, but I wrongly stop at the Hospital there. (It have to walk about 1km++ to reach the post office)

I walk beside the road, like a crazy woman. I thought will arrive in post office very fast, but as I walk like a fly who don't have target and destination, it takes me very long time.

I was sweating like hell when I arrived in the post office bus station. Crazy la me!

Dear God, bless me please. After I start this job, I feel I am stupid bah, I learn things very slow(I think) and I just hope I able to learn more and handle my job.

Dear family, I love you all and let's moving towards the better life!! Yeah!

Oemma, I love u.

First and Second

Hello, I am so tired. Not because of my job, because of the buses!! AHHHHHHH!

These are my first and second by line after I joined press. The first name stated there is me =) weeeheeee~

I wish I can solve my transport problem faster and then I can run more special and interesting news. So that you able to see my name on press.

Darling Gikwang, I don't know how I miss you so. Love you like hell!

It's raining

Yo, I am here it's easily to stay alive here. I keep wondering, what is the meaning of "not bad", is it not good or not too bad? Sigh ...

Okie, I should not take it seriously. Start doing my homework now. Do more research on how to write an attractive news. I feel I was not good enough today, lack of experience and I forget to ask something important from the interviewee. Damn stupid arrr me.

I went to cover a complain news, and when I want to get back, Rain was coming!!! HAHAHA, my college sent me to the nearer bus stop and I took bus back to office.

I am still learning, I need more improvement to make my career more perfect. Gosh, hope I am doing the right thing, not doing the thing right. It's different, okay?!

HAHAHAHA. I got my Padini Member card. <3

Brand New Day

Hello peep! It's a very good present for my coming birthday, I started my new job today. Very satisfy with the job and I just wonder am I do my best enough?

I am quite curious about the thing I done, if I was wrong, please let me know. I am willing to learn. =) New colleges are nice.

After few hours, I will know who is the one I should love. I deactivated my Facebook account and looking for the one who really care about me and always remember me.

I bought 2 shirts, it can be formal and also casual. I don't like the serious formal that make me look like an old lady. I tried out this 2 shirts and they look nice on me =D

I wish to buy myself the pants I saw just now in next month. Gosh, I spend a lot! HAHAHAHA...

Oooh, and Dr.Tony, a pimple Gel in Tony Moly brand. This is my first try on this product. Opss... my face has 1 pimple, have to make it disappear! Hope it is nice and works on my pimple!

See! I am smart! Isn't?!

Gonna work harder for tomorrow.

重新开始

Hello, it has been a long time I din't write in Chinese for my blog update. Start now.

你好，请允许我用华文区完成这篇部落格更新。我现在人在外婆家，爸爸说，是时候出去闯一闯了，爸爸的身体不错了，可以放心。

来到另一个地方，这里是熟悉的，可是心情是陌生的

。怎么这样说咧？以前来外婆家都是以度假消遣的心情来这里玩玩。厚，现在可不能咯，这可是要努力才能有结果的投资啊！

16号就开始新的工作，17号我牛一，其实我不是很重视我的生日，那也是个平凡的日子，我也需要工作。=) 我在想，要是那个特别的人在我生日那天给我些什么，我一定很感动。就算是一封简信也好，我也会对着电话非常感谢特的关心。

爸爸也有要给我礼物，我都不要。因为爸爸赚钱很辛苦，我不想因为我想要的额外物质而破费那么多。我想要的东西，我自己买会比较安心。我不是在炫耀自己很听话，很有用。PS:其实我很自私没有用。 =="

这里就快要21岁了，（PS:你农历已经21了）我什么都还没有啊。哈哈哈，我小孩子很任性，什么都要。我最严重的就是追求优质生活，当然优质生活不只是我一个人，我还要全家人的优质生活。你知道吗，我在常是顺其自然的时候难免会让自己又遇上自我勉强。懊恼啊。

最近的皮肤因为天气太热而干燥无比，前几天干燥地脱皮乱七八糟。那天去买了Hadalabo的极润面乳，还蛮好用的。不过大前提是不要让自己乱用钱，乖乖把保养品用完才可以买新的。还有一个很大的问题就是，为什么蚊子最近喜欢找上我？讨厌死了。

工作以后又要开始好好管制自己的饮食了。要多吃水果，蔬菜了，不能再大鱼大肉乱吃东西。好吧，时好好规划一下自己的钱财了。

送上一张近照，好喜欢这件衣服，可是 TT 八十块，等我出粮吧。献丑拉，谢谢。

我就把私人的事情说到这里，我要分享一些东西，希望有用嗒。

能让双腿变瘦的7样绝好食物：

1.紫菜能排掉体内废物及积聚水分；
2.芝麻有着去除附在血管内的胆固醇；
3.西柚含有丰富的钾，有助减少下半身的脂肪；
4.西红柿可以减少水肿；
5.红豆能够增加大肠的蠕动，促进排尿及减少便秘；
6.木瓜帮助清除因吃肉类而积聚在下身的脂肪；
7.猕猴桃可以加快分解脂肪哦！

我觉得这些都可以尝试一下，毕竟都是无副作用的水果蔬菜。切记凡事勿过多，适可而止。还有阿，原来我的理想体重是62.8至62这样子。看来我要快马加鞭了。加油吧！

最后最后来分享一下最近一直有在听的歌，之前都没有心情去找来分享，现在就分享看看。

Huge celebration in Johor

Hey peeps!!! There was a huge celebration in Johor state, the Ancient Temple Chingay. I was so excited as I can join this celebration. =)

According to my relative, this event already held for 100 years annually and it is not only for the elder people but the youngster are joining too. I am so glad to know such event in Johor, it is significant to the Chinese here.

There are so many people attend to this event to watch the celebration. There are so many colourful floats.

According to my relatives, there were more than 100 dragons will appear in this event. And I think it really got 100 dragons.

And you see, Lam Dak Weng Ah Beng looked at my camera, and said Cheezeeeee~

XDDDDDD

It's thankful I can join this event, it is a valuable heritage for the local Chinese.

I am a bad daughter. sigh.

Sorry appa, I din't give you any phone call since you went back from grandmas' house. Sorry, I doesn't mean I don't want to call back home, it just my "forgetfulness" is superb. When I want to call you at night, it really "night", it was 10pm or later. Hello, I am an owl.

I called my appa today, 10pm something. His sounds tired and was like awaken from sleep. Sorry. I don't want to disturb him to rest, but I have to call him today, because today was his first day in my previous work place. I wondered how he feels to the work. hmmm....

I just hope that I can earn as much $$ as I can and appa doesn't need to work just to get enough money to use. I want to make sure that my family is "safe".

Other than that, I am so bad that I din't stop my grandma from doing some "tough chores". You know? cutting meat using a heavy and sharp knife is tough for oldies. I feel so bad as I can cut the meat instead of let my grandma cutting it and end up with her injured finger.

My heart so pain to see her suffer from the pain. Really.

I just hope that the old people will listen to others advice, we are for their own good.

Beautiful Show in Febuary

Yooohoooo~ Beautiful Show started! I am so excited they are going to Singapore, I just hope I can attend too. But I think it may be impossible for me to enjoy their show in 2012.

I am looking forward to their Beautiful Show DVD. T_____T How sad I only can wait for their DVD. Haih.

I may start working in 16th, bless me for everything. I need peace and luck, please come over here and I love you all.

One of the video showed Gikwang was suffered from his injured leg. Oh, it's hurt, damn it my heart is bleeding to see him suffer.

Now is the Beautiful Show videos spam. Enjoy!!

Gosh, good luck to me. I love myself, family, you and you. <3

HAHAHAHAHAHA... life goes on, with charm.

Dessert Forest

Today was outing with my elder cousin, his wife and the little boy. heeheehee, went to Sutera Mall walked around and searched for my new table.

We went to a dessert shop, Dessert Forest. According to the waitress, the shop just new in the shopping mall. oh.

the bill-stand so cute. weeeheeee.

Dumpling. =( I miss ommas' dumpling. Damn.

Thanks all. =D

. . .

Okay, finally I found what I am. I went for a interview today, I think I can start to work @ 16th tou~~~

Wooooooooo, gonna prepare well for my job. =D cheh~ I am a bustard who always worry this worry that. I scare I can't handle diu. I must confident to myself! Yea! must!

Hehehehehhe. Good luck to me, Forever. Thanks God.

I'll be back!

Hello, I am leaving for Johor tomorrow. Gonna start another way of life there.

I found that my double chin comes out already, gonna start back my diet plan very soon! or else, I kill myself. What the hell I gain so much weight in Chinese New Year.

Cheer. I must work hard.

I'll be back in May, I think.