I swear to GOD, I want start again diet this week, with healthier food. I have to reach my target ASAP. !!! I just hate that, I can't rest in public holiday, suckest life ever. I want the autonomy back, I have the right! GRRRRRR......
Christmas Eve suppose to be warm and casual, but why I am so frustrated and clueless? Damn it I don't get more messages regarding to the Christmas. T___T Damn it I thought myself are important to everyone.
Shit me.
I just having a very simple make up tutorial for myself. I have no talent on make up. I am sucks. HAHAHAHA. I almost gone crazy because of the stupid mascara, I don't know how to make my eye lashes look longer, attractive and natural.
I am stupid.
And I realized my face is too bright. OMG the skin tone didn't match my neck! YERRR~ super sucks. I also realized the lip gloss, super ugly. @@ shouldn't bought that kind of glossy thing, very terrible.
My Christmas Eve just wasted like that, I should be walking on Bukit Bintang street, observing people and feel the Christmas. Pity me. I faced my lappie, write my article and looking at darling Gikwang.
I was so pain when I was watching to Beast Music Bank special performance. Gikwang was sitting on a chair aside the stage. TT Poor Gikwang work so hard. HEART PAIN. TT
MERRY CHRISTMAS to my Darling, to me, to my friends, FAMILY ... <3 I love myself and you all.
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